abnormal.
when I was surrounded by those on their way to the "normal" or I should say ideal/standard stages of life, I felt happy fr them but had that lil
Gap that reminded me of my "difference".
then, I met the somewhat "not normal" paced few at an older life stage/age. mostly, quite well achieved in their careers, have plans to move to another country, gg back to school, owning a house etc... I feel a
Gap as well.. and yep, my "difference"..
I can't seems to find my space" or my "norm"..
so am I the
Abnormal one?
the exploring-growing-up-phase is getting
tricky.. and unfamiliar!
satisfaction
I managed to feel happy for a event that's not the common.
@L56
gave up on ghost chairs ...
it came...
and left..
growing up is a really weird thing.
if there's a standard route" to growing up, I'm definitely not on it. but amazingly, I feel it and have it so closeby!
I'm happy and smiles are full for them.
and all I can tell Rui is, "...when I hit 35, I'll buy a house/home and you can come over and DDDD .."
hilarious it is, our conversation led to us living near each other so that we can share left over food.
it's this amazing journey.
that I can't grab hold of!
just like the sweetness I get from so many places that I never know how long it'll stay and live in me.
well well.
i guess God has his plans ya.
:))
new pain
Migraine is a chronic disorder characterized by recurrent moderate to severe headaches often in association with a number of autonomic symptoms....
Typically the headache is unilateral (affecting one half of the head) and pulsating in nature, lasting from 2 to 72 hours. Associated symptoms may include nausea, vomiting, photophobia (increased sensitivity to light), phonophobia (increased sensitivity to sound) and the pain is generally aggravated by physical activity...(from wiki.)
when 6 Panadols didn't work, when it repeatedly made me pukey and finally lasted more then 36 hours... I gave in to pain killers.
it's all in the mind some say, I distracted myself with tv and being normal, but each big movement made me feel like there's a buzz poking at me from inside.
I really feel old now.
:(
Sandwich Artist.
I was the last customer at Subway.
all packed and cleaned, they welcome me with the warmest greetings last late night.
"what do you have left?"
"we have everything!"
they were laughing and having a wonderful time cleaning and packing. they chat and made me a really nice sandwich, no slacks no rush! they even made me laugh!
I read on their name badges "Sandwich Artist" :)
totally warmed my heart that moment.
I thought, what a lovely thing to enjoy what you do!
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