Halt fear.
I never really "stopped" after returning from japan.. But today I kindof "stopped" and sat down with some or almost nothing in my mind and no rush thoughts/schedule.
But it felt scary.
Yes, I'm afraid.
Afraid to stop and think.
What just went by me again? What's ahead and what's good for me?
I won't be stopping for the next 2weeks again.
I hope that by then, I'll feel no/ less fear.
-remembering today-
There are days that i do the dumb-est things..
And there are days I'm kind of serious and somewhat "smarter"?
That's all me right? I sometimes wonder too! -_-"
3 Qualities.
Today I read of a question,
"what 3 qualities would you look for in your partner?"
I wrote " Big-hearted (is that a quality?), Compassionate, Fun-loving."
It was that split second kind of answer, I later read many many weird answers!
What about; reliability, responsibility, trustworthy, giving, cheerful, god-fearing even....
I kept me wondering for awhile for which are the most impt quality and would one have them all 3 together? :) just being random!
Such Qualities will only matter when it applies to the found love, found partner seeing eye to eye ya.
Nights.
I'd like a walk in the park...
see the horizon
or just walk by the late lights
or feeling the breeze
or the voice of thee
Kindship
I had a wonderful noisy noisy time with the family last evening... Like my bro inlaw would say.. "you all are damn noisy you know.." we were extremely noisy! But it's because it has been awhile since we car in as one on was stuck on the road for that long! From dinner plans to ending up having supper at 930pm... That's how silly it was.
I was once again reminded of the goodness of kinship and love from within. They are and will always be.
And that's what I'd need to look forward for and with!
Oh random midweek! :)
A slice of both thoughts less parallel.
Each time I hear news of quakes happening at J. my heart sinks alil and couldn't be more reminded of the goodness and gratitude we live in this instance.
Also, it reminds me of this unpredictable life, so should we live like there's no tomorrow? Or should we live with more values and with greater pride and purpose..?
Dislikes.
Why does it not feel alright this morn?
