Welcoming the brand new year
It's already February, can't help but feels that time is passing too quickly.2014
Enjoying the new year with excitement that came with anxiety. I would sum the past month (week) as a worrying chapter.
I know I shouldn't be this worried or feeling disappointed with things that's beyond my control. I should have learned my share of this growing up since forever.
I finally convinced myself at a 930pm coffee session last evening after heading out of the toilet; '... Let's just forget about seeking comfort from contingency plans and what could be done..' I told H, that I'm done and I'd like to head off. Yes, it was late at night and I asked to head out from home after dinner for coffee (no less) call me a baby. I have truly been a (cry) baby all week long.
The night before the interview; I opened the bible and it flipped to the book of Mark.
1 The beginning of the good news about Jesus the Messiah,[a] the Son of God,[b] 2 as it is written in Isaiah the prophet:
“I will send my messenger ahead of you,
who will prepare your way”[c]—
3 “a voice of one calling in the wilderness,
‘Prepare the way for the Lord,
make straight paths for him.’”[d]
Now that I think back, God did remind me that He will prepare my way, and i shall not worry! But I did. And by doing so I'm not preparing the way for his plans for me. Silly if you need to call me. I probably just wasted a mug of tears and a whole lot of energy (grumps) for the past few days.
My first lesson this 2014, is to embrace what life is giving me. Be it shit or surprises, I'm to embrace it.
I truly feel alive again. Amen.
(Now I need another cup of coffee)
posted by Cinds @ 7:54 AM
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