it's been a emotional ride once again.
family, environment, work, beliefs.
I didn't know what made me do it. but I did, and the result was beyond my imagination. tears didn't stop rolling till my-cat needed my comfort.
I was in a mess and just headed for what was planned. unexpectedly receive little beginnings through it. I'm very very looking forward to what's upcoming. I have a date with Him this Christmas!
god work wonders.
I can't wait for what is Instored for
me next. this leap of faith, I just néed to do it!
i hate to admit that i have so much to speak but i just can't find the right words or appropriate reason to or am i just trying to find the easier way out.
listening to songs really triggers my emotions.
i really am calm-er and less emotional when comes to thoughts nowadays. instead i am more emotional on other heart-ly things.
i guess i've really grown up (old).
but i guess i am still seeking for a channel for all my emotions. i am in a way still happy. still alright. but i think i could be better.
After I chance upon this story - http://www.richardteo.com/his-story-in-words/ It just warmth my heart once again, this time on earthly things! but I got alil Sad as the story did not end with a sweeter ending or a bang, instead it just sets you thinking. actually I think that's it, the big ending is to pass on his msg! (totally amazing)
Was sharing it with a dear friend and her colleague added to complete the sentence "We should live like we are going to die... die like we are going to live!" not the nicest thing to say, but totally what I feel so! :)
