Monday, January 28, 2008

krabi ~ Au nang.

i had the most amazing trip ever.

i really really enjoyed (almost) every bit of it.
until now.. im stil think abt it! :)

Krabi is a beautiful place.

besides arts, animals, nature, smell of sun and sea..
it will always be a special place and experience to me :)


we were at.
a really nice place.
we stayed really near by the beach but we didnt realise it!!
until Matt had to literally show us!
and i had my spin' there.

yup Matt.
our tour guide, whom we met during our adventure tour!

it was a beautiful friendship made. :)



animals are everywhere; paintings, art stores, stop overs, streat sellers...



the excitement @ rafting:



the journey thru-out.

:ATV riding: monkey feeding:waterfall:rafting:out@thebeach:
breakfast by the pool:streatwalking:on the truck:
day tour:friendship:joy:fun:excitiment:



:my monkey fren:my sleepy travellers:my tiara:



there was a time, we saw an injured cat, we stopped and helped, and soon after we got milk and food, the ppl there were helping the injured cat. :thats Au nang:



theres so much more.
but the feeling is over whelming that im just trying to piece things together!
(this is a messssy entry)
like how i feel now.
but its a happy kind of messsy-ness.

-

we had continuous conversations about the rafting accident!
when eve n sue fell of the raft when it almost capsized.
yes, it was that sacry. i was yelling for sue..
n trying to follow instructions by the guide. i was afraid.
matt was yelling "to the right, lie lie, balance, big sista, hangon"
matt and partner was like trying to save everything they cld then!
yes i prayed and yelled for help.
and they kept assuring me..
but... that was just the beginning of the tour! haha.
and the aftermath was much better!
thou a rocky start, a new friendship and trust was created.

atv riding was special.
bumpy!!! haha.

then it was waterfall and monkey cave.

amazing.

cinds cant swim, but how did i managed to swim to the waterfall? :)
it was just nice!
the girls were great!
the guys were fun!
the ppl we met were amazing!
Matt was our(my) hero! :D

and there a new friendship found.

and he left us a present b4 we flew bk,
a dvd of the whole rafting accident!!
hahaa. omg!

and we left him w a scar @ his right hand's 2 fingers which he says
"i will think of u all whenever i see the scar!"
but, i think everyday at wrk he will think of us :P
'monkey brains; and joyful joy!'

i guess the biggest reward of the trip was to be able to
find new bond and the kind of care we all share for one another.
although i know no 1 wants such scary experience! haha.
but i really thought matt and his partners were amazing!

their love for their job,
their positive and carefree living,
their real dreams and traditional simplicity.
their friendly and soft side.

i think it all made the pretty krabi shine :)

:matt's ladyBoy fren we met on the rd:the lil girl @ the toll:
matt&his monkey frens:my fern tiara made:
the pretty fruits they shared:their love for the job:


cinds is stil smiling looking @ the pictures.
and trying to upload and send them to theu guys @ sweden, couple frm england, matt and frens @ krabi :)

i wished i'll be back at au nang one day :)

meanwhile,
i wish u all the best matt.
i wish that krabi will always be such a joy to all that stops by.

-im loving my menicure now-

Thursday, January 24, 2008

greatful for the ppl arnd me.

it was a nice tym.
bangkok is really an amazing place with rich cultures.

but i guess the best thing about a holiday is the wonderful carefree tym u spend w ur love ones.

i will be missing the Lamest jokes and the silliest tyms.
i guess going w my sisters and cousins and yh this tym was another special trip.

:)

and the thai language i learnt was

"u like~"
"u want~"
"how much~"
"wad size~"

haha... those were what the sales ppl would say when we were shopping!! haha..
and my cutest bro-inlaw kept mumbling and repeating it all the way!!! haha.

and all i knew best was " patuburi soi sip gao"
our hotel address!!! haha.

it was nice..
and im tired!!! haha.
but yes, tmr evening i'll be off to krabi.

"sa~wat~dee~kha" again!

but its gonna be a very short and simple trip w my sister ad frens!


: at our day tour on the boat :)
the orchids sure smell like a singapore~

Friday, January 18, 2008

pms.


- credits to http://www.usdoctor.com/pms.htm

but sumtyms u really hope the emo u r getting is caused by that.
so that everything is not that bad after all!

agree?

:)

giving.

sometyms i realise.
its good that we have lower expectations.

*

btw, ppl, i misplaced my camera's cable.
thats y ive delayed the uploading of photos.
so sorry.

will try to fix it when i get bk :)

*

im everywhere~

im watching "huen li" on scv now.
i see i silly girl in the show..
but she is "sillllying" over a guy thats really "good"
but again..
we wont know wnt we?
but i tnk i caught the last episode b4..its a beautiful ending.
but i guess.. the girl sillies her way to love in return..
i tnk its a really pretty thing that u can find sum1 u wanna love..
whole heartedly.. and really pour to him. be it for returns or not..
for a good path ahead or otherwise.. or just for as long as ur hart tires away..
becus.. not every1 can find sum1 to love.
and i tnk its very courageous to know drem and expect any in return..
but to give n give n give..
n whne there is the slightest return.. ul know its worth it..
but even there isint any... ur hart make u realise... at least u were able to..
i tnk thats amazing..
and it applies to friendship too

u just wanna give n give.

but,
wad if..
the return becums.. the painful kind?

will that giving hart be less giving ever again?

i tnk this is the period.. it gets scary.

so maybe ther shldnt be overflowing giving if u thers a "rebel" return huh?

i tnk its so human nature.
i tnk its bad.
but.. i hope eevry1 can silly their way like the girl.
then everything bcums pretty"" :)

n i hope im sum1 that can give n give n never ask for return too.
bcus i know.. im not as 'wei da .. at tyms.. or all the while i ask for returns..
but i really enjoy giving.. :)

loves.

Monday, January 14, 2008

a slice of a busy me. again. i know dumb busy it has been.

i can't remember when was the last time i got home this early like today.
even thou its the 2nd wk of sch.. i dun feel like a student at all..
but.
i came home straight after school today.
i feels good to be home n when u sit on ur sofa.. u see this orang-ee sunset...its light shining strgt into ur sight..
ur dog on ur side...(i tnk wynn was glad to see me home too).. n u on the tv and chill(real chilling this is)...
and i start to walk around the house.. open the frdge..shouting to the walls.. talking to wynn the sound of her collar bell tails behind u..
then i realise "we" are hungry.

i asked wynn.. "are u hungry baby?"
i think she always look hungry lor.
then i strtd singing...
"im hungry... you are hungry..." - dun laugh - wynn loves my voice! she gets waggggy too :)
n i realised my sis is home.
haha..
then we started calling for "dinner ppl"
mum, dad, sis.. see who's cuming home 1st..
end up.. none.

thawed wynn's dinner,i went for a wonderful bathe...at a wonderful tym..
then.. we decided...
lets order Mcdee.

i know.
ive put on alot of weight lately.
but... its the only thing we tot of..
but b4 that..
i sat by the sofa.. (waiting for wynn's cooked dinner to cool)
ate a small piece of brown chinese cake n a slice of pineapple..(wynn n i savoured it)

i think i longed for such.

or.
maybe.
im too tired of the outside world.
or.
i cant stand having unfinished business under my sleeve.

i dont know.

but i really was feeling prettty shite-y lately.
but in denial i was all the way.
n everything pisssssed me off pretty much.
jj got alil of the shite, but i think he some tyms deserve some :P

im evil. i know.

but recalling which..
the unhappiness of the busy tyms seems to float above all this tym.
and i hate it.
life's never a smooth road. but to me as long as the happy tyms overflow the rest..
its close to perfect alrdy i would say.

i guess yest was overwhelming.
-

but on the other note.. i wanna remember yest for a gd reason..
* i was really happy for 1 of my fellow gf.
she brought w her a new member to join us for dinner yest :D
it was great.
thou we didn grilll' him like we always would (we had our partners arnd this tym)
... but.. we sure had a great tym teasing thru their love story.
n knowing them for about 13yrs alrdy... it was really such great pleasure to stil bully each other and share the joy when one of us gets attached.. n we make him part of us :) once we had 5.. our tables has extended to "for 9pls".. :)
*dol, ur drem is coming true soon.. a date w all of our other halfs! lets start forcing hl to leave her extravagant bachelorette-hood that toughy* (jo.. im really happy for u two.. lovey and swet he is to u.. im very very happy for u... welcome to our noisy grp JJ(2), yes.. he is also a jj! haha. 3 js at the guys side. and he was given a PAss officially!~)


sometyms
i realy think a bring things upon myself.
and i really felt that god has planned it all out.
thats y.

i just hope that i'll learn soon enuf.

i hope and promise to try.

there is no real right or wrong isnt it?

theres only the truefully U and your conscience.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

P.S I LOVE U

yes, thanks to my snr witch.. im alil passed halfway thru this book :)
(Ms kek, dun roll ur eyes.!)

i really wondered when was the last tym i really read a REAL BOOK like that! haha.

but reading it.. is really very enjoyable.
i read it when i travel on train, bus, waiting etc.. but the funny thing is..
today.. it made me stood in the middle of a pathway to finish a chapter b4 i head home!
(i cnt believ it myself)

besides not wanting to spoil my eye sight..
i really wanted to finish the chapter!
most importantly.. 'Gerry' is really really sum1.
:)

and ofcus.. i enjoy the way the book is narated!
its close to ur heart w details that makes u smile.. tear....

: i wouldnt say its a 100mrks book.. but its really enjoyable 1! (thanks again ms kek!)
and also, every book, every writer is amazing because of their ability to share such great stories..
or even make ur dull day a happy 1.

-

its 2008.
i could hardly feel it frankly.

except the fact that ive becum super burriieed w stuffs.. and all i remembered frm the past months was..
fooood, presents, excitements,..
but there isint much stop to those 'looking forward'..
actually.. its not a very good feeling.
bcus its the kind of 'looking forward' u are so hurrying..
its no longer excitement.. but a tiring mind.
maybe because.. when all the joy is arnd.. and all the gathering here..
the reality and world is stil spinning by u.. not stopping... never stop reminding u.

but its nth i would say.
nth big or so bad that would kill!
because..
one shall never complain over trivials as there are more then trivials arnd.
we shall rejoice for what we are and have! :)

but at least... i can complain abt being tired or annoyed hor?

:)

(i tnk my naggy self is bk..)

hmm..
lets say.. i shld round up wad my 07 has been.. (like the whole world are... :P )

....
(i cnt recall!)
haha.

oh i had a great Hk trip. - 1 i always dremt off.. to act like those in their dramas.
i finally had a straight pass in my exams! haha.. ok slap.

i learnt alot actually.
i grew up plenty.

(im stil thinking...)

omg. i got short term memory!
now im having alot of happy moments in my mind...
prawning, drinking, bbqingS...gatherings..jw in sg..graduations of the girls (that made me start hoping for mine)
the many many happy feast of warmy gatherings.
and ofcus.. those unhapy things that turned for the better or otherwards bringing every1 together..
i tnk.. the hardest tym was when there were departures, sickness,pain, seperations..
but.. i grew up.. they grew up..he grew up :)

i tnk the happytyms were more of the aftermaths!

but the freshest one lately...
was the remaking of our home.
haha.
new sofa, tv etc..
the packing of our storeroom!!! that was a chore! 1day we spent.
n now my home is a mess! haha.
but i tnk we wanna prep for cny.
but with the crampy schedule ahead.. n the tripSSS :D ahead..
i duno if painting and the mess we make can make it for it! haha.
but thats the family spirit of the Foos.
nt forgetting..
the mini bbq on NY eve. when.. we had a pre toast @ 930pm..
n daddy said to every1.. "ok, since its 2008 alrdy.. all u ate earlier was for 2007.. u all shall start eating for the new yr again"
hahaha...
(thks tot he gers who join the foo's :))

i can go on n on..
but i shall not.. bcus...
my macbk is running Dead! haha.
oops.

n btw.. xw i cuming bk tmr!!!
n my dearest is being a swetheart to fetch her. :)
'can u hear the points adding up" -ding ding-
*keep the points going please :)

mylove.