when i mean what i say:

a slice of a busy me. again. i know dumb busy it has been.

i can't remember when was the last time i got home this early like today.
even thou its the 2nd wk of sch.. i dun feel like a student at all..
but.
i came home straight after school today.
i feels good to be home n when u sit on ur sofa.. u see this orang-ee sunset...its light shining strgt into ur sight..
ur dog on ur side...(i tnk wynn was glad to see me home too).. n u on the tv and chill(real chilling this is)...
and i start to walk around the house.. open the frdge..shouting to the walls.. talking to wynn the sound of her collar bell tails behind u..
then i realise "we" are hungry.

i asked wynn.. "are u hungry baby?"
i think she always look hungry lor.
then i strtd singing...
"im hungry... you are hungry..." - dun laugh - wynn loves my voice! she gets waggggy too :)
n i realised my sis is home.
haha..
then we started calling for "dinner ppl"
mum, dad, sis.. see who's cuming home 1st..
end up.. none.

thawed wynn's dinner,i went for a wonderful bathe...at a wonderful tym..
then.. we decided...
lets order Mcdee.

i know.
ive put on alot of weight lately.
but... its the only thing we tot of..
but b4 that..
i sat by the sofa.. (waiting for wynn's cooked dinner to cool)
ate a small piece of brown chinese cake n a slice of pineapple..(wynn n i savoured it)

i think i longed for such.

or.
maybe.
im too tired of the outside world.
or.
i cant stand having unfinished business under my sleeve.

i dont know.

but i really was feeling prettty shite-y lately.
but in denial i was all the way.
n everything pisssssed me off pretty much.
jj got alil of the shite, but i think he some tyms deserve some :P

im evil. i know.

but recalling which..
the unhappiness of the busy tyms seems to float above all this tym.
and i hate it.
life's never a smooth road. but to me as long as the happy tyms overflow the rest..
its close to perfect alrdy i would say.

i guess yest was overwhelming.
-

but on the other note.. i wanna remember yest for a gd reason..
* i was really happy for 1 of my fellow gf.
she brought w her a new member to join us for dinner yest :D
it was great.
thou we didn grilll' him like we always would (we had our partners arnd this tym)
... but.. we sure had a great tym teasing thru their love story.
n knowing them for about 13yrs alrdy... it was really such great pleasure to stil bully each other and share the joy when one of us gets attached.. n we make him part of us :) once we had 5.. our tables has extended to "for 9pls".. :)
*dol, ur drem is coming true soon.. a date w all of our other halfs! lets start forcing hl to leave her extravagant bachelorette-hood that toughy* (jo.. im really happy for u two.. lovey and swet he is to u.. im very very happy for u... welcome to our noisy grp JJ(2), yes.. he is also a jj! haha. 3 js at the guys side. and he was given a PAss officially!~)


sometyms
i realy think a bring things upon myself.
and i really felt that god has planned it all out.
thats y.

i just hope that i'll learn soon enuf.

i hope and promise to try.

there is no real right or wrong isnt it?

theres only the truefully U and your conscience.

posted by Cinds @ 10:14 PM