had a wonderful wonderful time with an old friend today.
alth he almost wanted to "feed" me his "fist" for waiting for me for an hour;
and wanted to slap me when i say some really thick skin oldies;
keep nagging and throwing food on his plate, contradicting;
the last look back after we parted to go home just reminds me how OLD friends we are!
(if u are reading this.. i purposely dont wanna sms u anth yet!! haha. will do it tmr!)
simple it was, it brings so much warmth inside :)
i guess some things never change or changes with a happier perspective when looked @ when we grow up! looking back sometimes brings more then smiles but reminders of life we have lived!
Friendship is an amazing thing!
i makes u realises how wonderful people are towards each other of no relations!
i feel really blessed. i am.
with all my old old friends.
with all my new new friends.
with all my so lovable irritating friends.
i really think i'm 1 lucky person!
=)
today was eventful enuff.
how dramatically confusing one's emotions can be?
hours ago i was alil emotional over the state i'm in..
not many would have known that i will be taking a supplementary paper for a Management Accounting paper that may have caused me to waste 1 semester before graduation.
yes, it sounds pretty bad. but in-fact its not.
because some1 reminded me that
"an angel touched me" :P
yep,
i was given a 2nd chance to take a supplementary paper.
although accnts is really not my core nor smth i can "understnd" i know its smth i have to go thru it.
frankly,
it feels really weird now.
the feeling of knowing how much i need to do well tomorrow and the feeling of self denial now is eating me up.
i have reached a level of letting things come by me..
and yes, i am blogging right now.
i have done quite some tutorials, read thru many,
but i have passe the moment of urgency in my studies.
no, i have not given up. not.
but its just tiring that some things don't get through me well.
i am not bright, neither hardworking,
i really think i am blessed.
i hate to complain for the dumbest reason.
because i have gone thus far.
i do feel really apologetic right now and if tmr doesnt go well,
i have no one to blame but myself.
but i really feel like a child now and i wan a big hug from some one.
i think i really am crazy.
: this may be the ugliest entry of the year!
i just wanna get over accounts. just.
can i sing the christmas song about "all i want for christmas.."?
i guess all have read about the lady who passed-on, Lo hwei yen.
( i have an almost similar chinese name, and when read i do feel alil jitter running thru me )
i just wanted very much to say that her story is amazing.
:) and i'm more then encouraged.
and i wanna say smth reallly weird..
: if one day i will to leave this world.
i hope to that everyone will be celebrating my life (too), with champagne, cocktails, beer(ehem), COKE, Juices and everything and anything! at the funeral place...
all dressed-up, all there for a gathering, chatting and talking! till weeee hours and in smiles..
:P
because i think thats the most beautiful thing in life, we make the effort for someone and bring back with us plenty.
and i will be really happy that ppl come for me, and bring home with things more then from me.
but from the love and warmth of everyone.
:D
U all BETTER!
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when grandAunty left, it was plenty of smiles, plenty of tears.
but plenty of lessons learnt and encouragement because we know she is in heaven :)
i used this phrase to encourage a friend of mine recently.
but i realised; how often is the road each one of us take that is common?
Maybe there are few common roads and choices that is smooth and often travelled by few, but as individuals, we all tend to make sharp'turns, traffic'choices, juctional'decisions or even minor split'roads.
Choices, it boils down to;
sometimes we get to make a choice,
other times we were given a choice not chosen.
How many times in life can we be brave and courageous enough to say that the choice we make that instant is the Best' / Right' choice?
Or we often doubt our own choices?
Well, we even may never find out if the choice we make be the best of the other. :)
Maybe thats the reward of making The' Choice.
U make it, you walk it, you fall, you pick up,
you learn, you move on.
But you only face one choice each time.
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It has been a road less travelled in my own perspective.
I watched a reality-tv show by mediacorp hosted by christopher lee and Quan yi feng just now. It is about helping others, telling stories of the little that we know existed.
Today was the final episode. It is definitely the kind ppl watch and weep, smile and end with a lesson to keep.
I watched with a hopeful and happy mind. Great-ful could be a better word.
God has been merciful.
i have taken many for granted;
my life,
my choices,
my fun,
my road.
as much as i live with a 'no regrets' kind of attitude in life, i often travels a road less worthy of being loved, but yet i dare to say that the love i get from around me is plentiful.
Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say
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Cant someone enlighten me with the meaning behind this lyrics? :)
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Days were spent amazingly stretched.
many Many MANY things were done!
today i'm finally sitting down here typing away as i surf the net aimlessly.
life is all about The doings of what's ahead isn't it?
Tmr's gonna be a bigday. a worrrying day. what's ahead of tmr is even bigger i'd say. i Can Feeeel the qs and presssure all here already.
i sat by my bed this morn as i pray and asked for the right road to travel by him.
i fear as i pray, the deep emotions in me all swirl up within me.
