its a week full of ups n downs.
today's a totally different day again.
Thks to u ger..lobster.
for making me ur 'date' haha...i enjoyed the mini concert just now..
it was purely nice music w great stories all in that hr or so.
my heart spins around with great confusion.
my feelings floods my mind..
at a point i cnt control it..
i say i shall just do what i thnks right. do what i feel right. ( like wad the singer said abt chosing the right direction n just go straight ahead. every turn makes a diff but u just have to move on w wad u chose n go all the way)
i m tired o thinking abt wad others may feel or how it'll affect them..
tired of living so hard n trying to work out of them.
i wanna b carefree...
but i guess its hard! hahah
but after my final interim presentation.. i thnk i fell to a point i know i shld just let go. just let myself fall ... to the bottom.. n hope to rise high all over again, hahah... sounds weird? thats wad i thnk the best! hahha.. but anyway..
this final term has made me learnt so much.. made me experience n reciev more that i would have imagined.
i shoul db thankful n glad..
just that i din know the end of the road would have such a bad turn out.. Yes its stil not the end yet but i can c my result.
i keep telling myself... wadeva. just let it be...
ofcus i cnt pretend its nth.. but im so glad i have every1 around w me..
n e weirdest o all.. i feel the overwhelmed feeling of the other'' end... hmm.. i shall nt say it here.. but anyway..
i should b a positive person ya.. its not the end o the world n i shld just breathe b smile! hhahha..
i duno la.
jialat..
i really cnt seems to spell out wad i really feel now..
its damn mixeddd. hah..
nvm..
i know myself ..
n ij ust wanna remmber this special or u can say weird feeling of all tym..
wish me luck all.. hope that i'll b able to make it thru...
really..
"....sorry to disappoint u....."
".. i hope to tell u....im going topsy turvy...."
i need a mirror to c the reflection of my heart.
mylove,
cinds'
( nt forgetting my trip to SPCA today... it makes me really angry to even think abt it ( i nolonger feel sad n angry)... Any1.. or EVEy1!!.. pls thnk b4 u wanna keep a pet.. pls dun get 1 for fun or smth!!!!! pls keep in mind that they r living creatures n they need ur love, tym, attention, care.. n so much more... dun ever abandon or give up on them.. they r not clothes or furniture... i tnk il go on n on.. just wanna say.. these animals r innocent.. n their lives r distroyed bcoz of us humans n our irresponsible acts. selfish acts. inhuman n horible beheaviours... )....
do encourage ur frens if they want a pet.. they can try adopting at SPCA...
posted by Cinds @ 12:04 AM
0 comments
