when i mean what i say:: February 2013

Friday, February 22, 2013

Ooops

"PRADA in Paris or PRATA in Prata-house"

!!

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

old photos that make me smile!

a.gift to remember.

it's smth that came late I suppose.
but true enough the expression on your face was sufficient :)

really liked it.
and liked how it was presented!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

the upslope walk of growing up.

it feels like time didn't stop and allow to to spend the festive the way i wanted to! (it can never be like the kiddy days anymore)

I feel all grown up lately!

just like standing on this slope gg up hill, standing up all by myself against the sun that's setting. it's a tough walk, but it can be beautiful.

we try to enjoy the view as we walk liking it or not.

oh happy Cny. oh growing up!
like it or not, time ain't stopping!

Saturday, February 09, 2013

the Father

I don't think he has ever gotten me a pair of shoes. today was the first. :))
such a weird feeling I'm having now!

but, this pair of shoes indicates how much he wants me to "flee with someone else"
HAHA.

daddy daddy daddy!

Thursday, February 07, 2013

Petty.

adjective pet·ti·er, pet·ti·est.
1. of little or no importance or consequence: petty grievances.
2. of lesser or secondary importance, merit, etc.; minor: petty considerations.
3. having or showing narrow ideas, interests, etc.: petty minds.

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totally deserving of a slap today.
I was REALLY PETTY.

but I know there's a reason that caused it. nonetheless I don't know how to fix it. I know the problem but I don't know the way about it... I need to think about it. but yet, thinking spurs emotions.

maybe that's y. it's been an escape. I need to face it.. (but why ppl say sometimes it's better left unsaid)

lesson learnt today.

Monday, February 04, 2013

>.<

no wan go work.
(ok, this was taken on sun 2am. hair is never this neat on a week day morning - if u consider this neat!) HAHA

:this morn's post

Friday, February 01, 2013

skipping into the 2nd

it's been one month into the new year.
seriously, I don't feel the "new" year yet.
it's still tons of chasing parade and walking about the norm.

I have to admit, I'm no longer the enthusiastic bunny or fighter at work.
I just wanna brave through each storm. The exhaustion has made me less frustrated. immune, annoyed, "oh what's new" . I hate to admit, laziness is here to stay (and grow).

A big part of me know it is time (yes yes its the xx time) but the other feels lethargic. (yea excuses)

I concluded, I yearn things outside this motion.

(ok work aside) actually it already takes up a huge chunk(part) of my life/time.

I have a lil plan of growing another channel of "work". nothing fantastic, but it definitely will make satisfaction more then a praise from a boss or a raise! it'll be something happier! (I wished I have the time, $. i need some urgency to start soon)

(boring plans n thought of work huh)

oh well, all other areas are just...
toooo unworthy to pen down as yet! :P

Oh! Is receiving 5 - (most likely 6) red bombs since the year started something worth a mention? OOPS.

xx

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