skipping into the 2nd
it's been one month into the new year.seriously, I don't feel the "new" year yet.
it's still tons of chasing parade and walking about the norm.
I have to admit, I'm no longer the enthusiastic bunny or fighter at work.
I just wanna brave through each storm. The exhaustion has made me less frustrated. immune, annoyed, "oh what's new" . I hate to admit, laziness is here to stay (and grow).
A big part of me know it is time (yes yes its the xx time) but the other feels lethargic. (yea excuses)
I concluded, I yearn things outside this motion.
(ok work aside) actually it already takes up a huge chunk(part) of my life/time.
I have a lil plan of growing another channel of "work". nothing fantastic, but it definitely will make satisfaction more then a praise from a boss or a raise! it'll be something happier! (I wished I have the time, $. i need some urgency to start soon)
(boring plans n thought of work huh)
oh well, all other areas are just...
toooo unworthy to pen down as yet! :P
Oh! Is receiving 5 - (most likely 6) red bombs since the year started something worth a mention? OOPS.
xx

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