i tnk the scariest thing is when u know what u are doing is what u were once being treated by.
i guess its even worst when u know what u are doing is wrong yet u continue so.
well well.
human nature? karma? bad influence?
or just a selfish side of urself.?
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im envious of my senior witch!
i so wanna be put in a situation i have to learn and put to the test!
i tnk im awful! i like to be forced! hahaha (ok nt realy forced to do smth but more of.. put into a test for a good course! smth one wld drem abt.. an experience!)
like how went to tp alone n forced to squeez those "creative juices". like how badly i wanted to go overseas then. like how i always wanted to go holis at weird places. like how i want to go for the work&travel. like how i wanna grad soon n Speakup for Myself.
i tnk i just wanna get out of my shell. i tnk i know im sum1 who neds to be pushed. i tnk im too lazy being here.
or do i always drem to be what im not? or i just wanna prove myself?
hmm.. i guess i'll never know until the day comes. or that opportunity comes knocking by.
im waiting.
i tnk.. im just a hard nut.
*snr Witch... I really belive ul do WELL!! u will... u got our potions and u got the ability to!!
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you. Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way. If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through, Then one by one the stars would all go out, Then you and I would simply fly away If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you? The words will never show the you I've come to know. If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go? There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too. And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me. If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you. Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way. If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through, Then one by one the stars would all go out, Then you and I would simply fly away
In life (should it be) not through the unhappy moments we find secure in people, its through triumphs.
but often it may be otherwise.
It has been really hard. harder then i thought.
thou its not exactly me, but i wonder why am i so affected and feeling frail.
sometimes i fear other times i hope
"If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you? The words will never show the you I've come to know. If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go? There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too. And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me."
- tears warms up ur cold face - voices of pain unwraps your tight heart - i shiver and close my eyes as i wonder why.
if it is meant to be, then what was all that hard road i walked thru.
the tune of IF keeps playing in my mind. on the bus ride on my way home on my bed as i awaits
if not exactly the lyrics or even the tune or they way i came across this song. but its alil of all.
had a paper @ 10am and another 1 @ 2am. i would say.. I WAS GLAD it was only a test. n not the final exam! :P
n... when night falls.... i had a date... or We had a date w.. davin and family!!!!! *remember PIZZA, MILO and SPIKEY?
We had a 2nd meetup yesterday!! :D - no pics taken cus we were too busy we forgot!!
-Pizza lost sum weight! but apparently was bcus he grew "longer".. -spikey didn cum along - no distractions! -Dav seems to love wynn, carrying her.. saying how gentle and soft she is.. unlike pizza.. n i was so in love w pizza.. being a hard nut.. muscular! n very affectionate to ppl! -pizza has single eyelid, whereas wynn has double! haaa
but but but but...
"we didn do a good job" -DAvin's tee had "we did a good job" & 2 dogs printed on it! ahahha.
yep. previously when pizza came over to my place, he entered a new territory, he turn fierce.. n wynn turned protective. so we decided to go for a stroll out doors this tym!
BUT. my darling wynn... n pizza.. had no chemistry.. no love. no ai mei.. no nth!! it made me wonder... m i too 'yi xiang ching yuan' , 'ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de'! hahhaa but.. really. wynn was so so so angry at him! alil bcos she was so jealous when i petted and get close w other dogs!
in the beginning they we ok.. but soon after she saw we talking, petting, carrying pizza.. she growl @ him!!! fierce hoR! hahah... sad. and milo came.. n milo was so so so inlove w wynn!!! ahahaha.. but sorry milo. WE DONT WAN Chi-russel or Jack-wa wa - Davin's wife said that!!! milo's a chi wa wa!! hahhaha faint.
damn funny.
we had a gd time.. but the dogs didnt!
Dav announced... -Pizza is officially GAY!. -Wynn.. thinks she is HUMAN! fwahaha.
i mumbled: "wynn... pizza is such a gd catch.. orelse no1 wans u liao la.. yyyyy?!" hahhaa
i had some thoughts. M i goona Make-up my children's LOVE like that toooo?? hahahahaah.. ok wynn is not exactly human. but yep.. it didnt worked out.
SAD!.
so the dogs happily bid goodbye.. (pizza had the longest tongue n he is so kisssy!!!! like wynn that loves to go up on sum1 n determined to kiss them on the lips!!!!! yep, he stole my kiss yest!!!! (now u know y wynn detest him?! ha.)
and the humans sadly bids goodbye too.. with mr Davin saying " eh, my sis has another JRT, his name is Muffin! and he is pretty young and playful.. maybe.. wynn might be interested in him?" fwahahaha. he is so bu shi xin! i tnk.. ive influenced him!!! but it was really so sweeeet of him and his wife to come alll the way dwn each tym.. his wife is pregnant.. and stil so cute w the dogs. (thats my drem love-r/s-family, w him that adores animals and have our own, takes drives and outings w our furry ones...) i saw great love and happiness in MR n Mrs DAVIN! CONgrats on ur Baby' dav!
so. this weekend.. bcums.. when MUFFIN MEEETS WYNN..!!! (y do they love to be named after food?) ha
I heard over the radio this morn, Anita Roddick the founder of Body Shop has past away yesterday.
: She made a point of avoiding ingredients that had been tested on animals. Instead, she featured products made with all natural products from fruits, flowers etc.She has a passion for the nature, i dore her determination and commitment to the environment and efforts to protect whales and restore rain forests. etc
Being a faithful user of their products especially 'Aztique~ this flowery swet scent deodrant which i've made all my sister's got addicted to, her depart made me felt alil something.
a great woman with a big heart for our world. in depth.
my regards.
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tmr il be having 2 mid test paper. one after another.
breathe hard. i hope and pray. n im trying harder.
as i savour this piece' of pretty lil thing.. typing my fingers.. spent my hrs configuring..setting it all up..
i'm stil suffering from the post purchase syndrome!!
i think jj n my sisters are so sick of me! hahaa but.. i know deep down they agree with me.. but they just wanna shut me up!
i had a bad experience buying it. ( im a true blue marketing student!) the 5 stages of consumer beheavior has made my an unhappy customer!
im mad i duno what im complaining about.!! i duno how to fix up the font thingy. i feeel like slapping myself.
SEE i told u.. ITS POST PURCHASE Dissssssonance!!!!
sobs. im mad.
i neeeeed ppl that has similar agreeement and "ba dao" ness in them to buy things with.. i guess.. i wnt have such chances often anyway. mayb i should just hope that this syndrome go away soon. or yh will suffer! haha
oh i just realise i didn mention wad did i get.. i got.. my 1st lappppie.. of my life. its my Own!!! i tnk.. i never had any of such called my own b4! n... its a macbook :) thku all for the monetory givings to this pooor student of urs. hohoho.
