when i mean what i say:

a quick ~ pixie mood

the architecture.. how did they do it?

nature - beauty.

the pretty road

Fruits! on the streets, on the bikes...

in the FARM!



my heartache.

childhood.

the cheesecake i carried thruout my road trip. fainted.

new jelly love..

forever friendship love...

to be continued.

posted by Cinds @ 12:15 AM 0 comments

greed

the flu bug caught me.
yes it did.
since thurs.
but today i stayed home, instead of going to wrk w so much stuffs to be done. guilt.

but i tnk. staying home today made me Think. alot.

did the flu bug caught me today.. or ever since my last paper? - mentally.

from the day my last paper ended. till today, wad have i actually done - constructively?
ok, there were few gd stuffs. like baking. but.. frankly. none was the ans.

it made me started to ponder about the episode on the day of my last paper, it made me started to wanna blame. bad start leads to nth?

where's the Wants and Looking-forward me?
i felt i wasted the past days.
i was doing alot of making up. slep,tym,company,etc.
but u know wad, what has past can never be made up!
excuses i realised.

those gone to waste tym was filled with Greed, Grouch.
wad has happened to me.

where's my happi tots abt going to the museum w xy, my sentosa trip w ger, movies @ hm w dol, my cooking date etc.. n my knitting for him.

gone. gone to waste.

im totally disgusted w myself today.
i tnk the flu bug hit me right this tym.

i think i ned to reconstruct my mind, hart n soul.
to all that ive caused much disgust.
i apologise.

-lappie left me in grouch too..
but i heard its fixed temporary.
i miss lappie.

i miss me*.

posted by Cinds @ 6:23 PM 0 comments

bits n pieces

it has beeen..... thrilling? borring? exciting?- not!
haa.

but it has beeen Everywhere.
i guess like what i heard on sun's service was really really hitting me hard.
"God's Test"

everytime, every period, everywhere, ANywher n Anytime. his test are here, n for all the Right reasons.

2papers down. 2 to go.
i wan to yell like Gin. " I'm F-R-E...." n stopped. bcus im only half way.
but its alright. i wnt mind a few more days thou. - i sure ned it.
(gin gin. i sure miss n wanna date u SOooon)

but well.. when the GOing Gets Tought. THE TOUGH has to get going!!!
and often.. the TOugh-y has many TOUgh-ees to help her thru.
:D

for the many that were there for me.
i HART u.
i shall give thanks after my papers!

but i wanted to say sum stuffs for now.
y does accounts always pushes me to the edge?
n when it did.
did i saw n felt who were the Right ppl?
n who were my Angels... n who werent'..
i felt i did.

anyways. often when im alil more then happi , the unhappi strikes on the ppl near me.
i really hate it. but again... its a test! my test, ive to learn to share my joy to the others, not blame them on dampening me. like when im low', n sum1 is happi, i dont wish to be turn away too right? yups.
i think the logic of "when sum1 loses weight, sum1 else will gain them" - hahaha.

speaking of which, -side track-ed
i shall share me n my fellow dollyn's funnnnnnnny msn (eh, dun charge me on copyrights)

Dollyn: tot you died in the exam hall
(cinds didn reply her msg, bcus she was busy rushing stufss for her work after her accnts paper!!! sobs, but its good for the heart. keeping one'' busy is always GooD! - n many sorrrrrys to KY. my almost 2 hrs delay.)
......

we went on frm bfs, wrk, exams etc etc etc etc. all aunty stuffs... to..

Dollyn: dollyn wanna die from teaching already

Dollyn: she just went to her tutee's house..

Dollyn: where that little gal wrote compo..directly translated from chi to eng

Dollyn: then she came home..

Dollyn: n teach her little brother to write chi compowhere that little boy translate directly from eng to chi

cinds'. : hahhahahahhahaha

cinds'. : omg. this is QUITE FUNNY you know

cinds'. : y dun u let the lil boy n the lil ger MEET?......

( we concluded that boy chi n eng gd, just cant write chi. ger chi v gd, eng nt good )

Dollyn: little gal wrote: "His daddy called him not to eat too fast" direct translated from "爸爸叫他不要吃太快"

Dollyn: little boy wrote: " 水龙头还在跑" direct translation from "the tap is still running"

Dollyn: kill me pls

cinds'. : my poor tutor

( ofcus the conversation went on n on... btw, lil boy is her bro. :P )

oh ya,
not forgetting a RealiSation over my msn conversation w Dee today.

(dee mgt be cuming to SIM~ yeah!!! well we strted off w lectures.)

dee. says: hahah! like we used to skip psycho class... hahah!
(we ONLY skip Psychology classes in the past. bcus thats a only non-design module we had then. n we sure skip ALOT! haaa)

cinds. : hahahhahahhaa

cinds. :YEsh~ hur hur hur

cinds. :eps for those DAMN BOrring lecturereS! hahahaahaha

dee. says: yahlor... any good-lookin lecturers for me to look forward to? hehehe

cinds. :whahhahaa

cinds. :not reaLLY!!!!

cinds. :but ok la. got gd looking guys.. and ..U JUST REMINDED Me..

cinds. :now i know.. y im hardly attracted to GUYS here

cinds. :WE R USUALLY MORE ATTRACTED TO LECTURERS!!!!!! in the past!!!

dee. says: hahahahah!!! Yah hor! That's very true...

dee. says: man... i miss u.. and school...

cinds. : me tooo!

cinds. :I MISS SCH* I MISS SOCCER* I MISS DEE*

dee. says:and i miss... *cin*&*dee* together...

We then concluded that We miss the Nice teachers in Tp des.. her Favs n my Favs! haha.
n We Only R in sch to Check out LEcturers!!!! not StudentS!!!!. but in SIM. i tnk.. all.. CMI.

i tnk. im REALLY bits n pieces today hoR.
:P

Fighting for the 2 more ahead.
( i got to say this now...witch xy.dollyn.baobei.I HART U.)

posted by Cinds @ 2:45 PM 0 comments