helo helo
was online n went to peek on sum1 else's blog..:P wrong thing to do? the person left e addy on frenster.
when i read the things wrote... it makes me wonder n realises how that person could b like...
her strengths..in depth.. the meaning the words carry... wad kind of a person he/she could be... i was impressed.
never knew thers smth this "special" behind the " tattered" thigns i heard frm outside..
i guess every1's complex.. has so many sides.. has depths n layers we ourselves never knew.
At this point of my life.. i am getting insecure.
i guess at every cross rd i get this. or we get this..
ive been wanting to tell myself how much i should learn frm the past n do wads right or wad's supposedly gd?
i tnk now i know y its called crossRD!.... makes ur mind n heart crisscross so bad u cant breathe.
...
is reliance smth gd or bad..?
is our imagination going too far?
hopes too high?
fear too much..?
or like wad he always says.." u think too much"
yes im more complicated then u think i am.. n im a different person w diff ppl. weird.. its me.. n its every1..
we humans can b so complex u know..
if thers a scholl that can teach me things abt life in a year.. i go 4 it... ncoz im getting really tired even b4 i reach the 20th of my walk in living!!!
i wonder wad it'll b like w or w/o....
wonder wad mgt change w/o the decisions ive made.. b it e gd ones or bad ones..
i gues u wnt know until things happens Hor.
ur every move, decision may change ur future..
like the song.. like the singer that said.. wad ever u choose.. u shld just go ahead w that choice n go all the way..."-"
tmr's yumi's 20th bday..
:)
nxt wk is anothr half filled messy week.
last week was hactic...
today's a pain ..yet i was happy..
yest was a rush...
last month was a crazeeeeee.
i hope tmr will b gd...nxt week will improve
n ev erything will go on better each day ya!
hahaha
the end.
the end.
mylove.
