when i mean what i say:: August 2011

It's kind of weird that i feel that its almost similar;

when i hear/see 2 becoming 1.

when i hear/see a couple parting ways.

it is not exactly totally sweetness, neither total bitterness..

it is more like the tinge sensation of airy-ness..

well well.

Just so

I'm not sure if it's a moment of annoyance/anger or it's a furball of unhappiness not seeing eye to eye.

Am I to learn to rid my emotional felts or am I to let it wail?

I seriously can't believe how much it irks me, I can't believe it's so.

Who's in vain?

Knowing so

I realized I never ever could understand myself,
Thus understood the other. Similar or not, understanding falls on believing in faith and trust. Hmmm... Kindof so; am I right?

We seems to be trying to understand this human world, humans, ourselves in almost every aspect of living everyday. But we often don't realize that we discover ourselves along the way...

(seems like a tough and tiring journey huh. Now that's why ppl always feel that they know themselves. But I truly doubt so.)

girly morning.

i saw a gf posted this song for a bf :)

I'd like a bestfriend, a soulmate, a darling, a buddy,

everything in Him.

Just a Girly one-of-those Mornings~

D. daddy

The dad always prickle the emo-glans.
The after math always makes me stronger.

I walked and looked and searched. Found and felt like I accomplish smth. (thou it's just coffee) but I felt very much better.

The sweet aroma and after taste of Hazelnut Latte never fails to give me that tinge of warmth.
Remembering the night I struggled fr repeat IA paper after a bad patch, dad got home with the cup after a trip to the airport.

Tear glans; I'm no longer a lil Gurl. I'll be all alright!

If i could

Sometimes I really do know and I really can see,
Like how i gave A a genuine thought ".. Life may seem like a movie, but reality has a line deep within" like happy endings and sweet nothings.
Only, to heed what I actually know and knew..
If I could.

just lil thoughts.

while you may be having a wonderful time,

someone is tearing in pain.

while you hope to have a better time,

you are actually already blessed with the simpler living.

*

i keep harping on my busy life and this packed month odd.

but what's the big deal.

yes, i admit i choose the forward-living and the escape route for joy.

this lil moment, i stop and had a good thought about every other thing.

a fren's lil reminder about life once more.

thus, i tried to stop and look back.

look right into it.

and wanted to feel the instance.

i am still trying.

to find the right way of living right and well.

and giving and being around for all i can and all i should.

*

am i living selfishly or in denial?

flashing back where i was everywhere.

looking back from June till now..

everything seems to pass me by in a flash..

First it was Japan;

; i went with a heavy heart and a heart that yearn to grow-up/out.

i returned with so much felts and gratitude with my life.

yes, it also was a huge relief of another rocky work patch.

Then my Buddy Weds..

i was more then Happy for her!

as much i hoped and yearn for love, i was grinning in all smiles to see their love then.

it was pretty. i was so honored to be part of it.

my dearest buddy enters the next phase of her life :)

&yep..

i turn older.. it was my birthday...

i was tired and i was filling my celebrations all over.

i wanted to be reminded of how loved and blessed i was..

and i really really am..

then; i had a FARM road-trip..

it's amazing how we got together as a group..

how we acknowledge and embrace our differences...

how we love and care for one another..

and how far we've been.. :)

then i pop by Krabi.

of-cus with my darling old-girlies. Our First Trip!

and i met Matt, someone i met, knew and kept in touch for 3 years..

it was really surreal as well..

he says: "3 years(apart) and 3 days(i returned)"

finally;

a lil trip with my family...

i feel so so grown up.

and i dont know why, each genting-trip feels like a pit stop..

but.. i am still a lil girl with them.

yet..

it feels like only yesterday that i got back from Japan.

and my mind is still a-bloat.

*

when i mean what i say:

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Friday, August 26, 2011

Just so

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Knowing so

Saturday, August 13, 2011

girly morning.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

D. daddy

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

If i could

Sunday, August 07, 2011

just lil thoughts.

flashing back where i was everywhere.

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