If only i could share this amazing sight with someone..
I'm lying next to my sister as she babysit a 1yr old baby... It's a magical moment... I can't express my felts but seeing the baby sleep soundly and my sister putting one hand near her is a sight I'll always remember.
I suddenly feel and wonder, will I ever get the chance to experience such. "looking at my very own child sleep.. talk about the beauty of this little life with a daddy next to me.."
I know I sound quite ridiculous but its mother nature isn't it?
Often we get too engross with life's other living things that we forget the basis of it all. It's not wrong, it's just the cycle. But once it stops, or temporary stalls, you tend to feel alil lost and weary. And you wonder, what have you been doing, or have done.
Reads "... all I want is a coffeepot.... A routine.. the same coffeepot that makes coffee every morning..."
I go0gled for affirmation. I g0ogled and learnt. Unsure if it's the subject or the matter they spoke of the reality. Out of context information that is.
Hedonism is a school of thought which argues that pleasure is the only intrinsic good. This is often used as a justification for evaluating actions in terms of how much pleasure and how little pain (i.e. suffering) they produce. In very simple terms, a hedonist strives to maximize this net pleasure (pleasure minus pain). - wiki
Pleasure and pain; comes as a singular body or as a pair (one after another)
I really don't wish to. But how bearable it is to fight your own war with the leader blabbering her tired mind? You feel more alone. You see the clock ticking. You feel the extra work keep piling on you, because you see no one else over the shoulders. What made it worst was to step out of the office and the rain is pouring mad. It just reminded you that like work, it's pouring pouring right at you! It pretty much sounds and feels like it.
Breathe I told myself.
But the sweetest thing happened in this awful environment as well; The cleaner Aunty made me Ginger tea and placed it in the microwave before she left.. Left a note that I'm to drink it up before I leave..
