when i mean what i say:

I go0gled for affirmation.
I g0ogled and learnt.
Unsure if it's the subject or the matter they spoke of the reality. Out of context information that is.

Hedonism is a school of thought which argues that pleasure is the only intrinsic good. This is often used as a justification for evaluating actions in terms of how much pleasure and how little pain (i.e. suffering) they produce. In very simple terms, a hedonist strives to maximize this net pleasure (pleasure minus pain).
- wiki

Pleasure and pain; comes as a singular body or as a pair (one after another)

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