when i mean what i say:

I really don't wish to.
But how bearable it is to fight your own war with the leader blabbering her tired mind?
You feel more alone.
You see the clock ticking.
You feel the extra work keep piling on you, because you see no one else over the shoulders.
What made it worst was to step out of the office and the rain is pouring mad.
It just reminded you that like work, it's pouring pouring right at you! It pretty much sounds and feels like it.

Breathe I told myself.

But the sweetest thing happened in this awful environment as well;
The cleaner Aunty made me Ginger tea and placed it in the microwave before she left.. Left a note that I'm to drink it up before I leave..

That's all that's making me emotional now...