Wednesday, August 30, 2006

its all in the stories u see''

have been chasing sum shows on dvd lately..

yup quite bad for health! ha.
first its this Canto Lawyer show...
then it was Full House.
both made me laugh n cry...

n made me think alot.

thoughts abt love, life, frienship, family.. everything basically..
its always so different to watch from a 3rd preson's perspective!
thats y ppl like to watch shows isint it?
(its another form of kapo-neess!!) ha

Full house is reeeally nice..
she's pretty... shes just the kind of girly style i'd love to be! ha.. ok canot so no originality. but i meant.. she just really nice.
i hardly watch korean shows.. this is prob my 2,3rd 1 only.. but i thnk its nice :)

the canto 1.. oh i love law shows..
eng,canto,chi.. any!
mayb bcus i use to drem to bcum a lawyer when i grow up! ha... used to..
my daddy used to tell me.. "...u got alot to argue n so much excuses.. grow up bcum lawyer !!!.."
:)

btw.. ive been cooking alot lately..
mayb im home more often.

but u know.. i enjoy it.
tnk im gonna bake smth again soon..

when u hear whispering voices...."..breakfast?... bacon..omelette...." :)

irritatingly swelling! :)

any any1 tell me..wad else is ther to cvook for breakfast besides...
eggs, ham, bacon.toast, pancake,bake beans,.... erms.... waaaaad else? ( will any1 every get bored if uve been making e same brekfast ?)

u better treasure the aunty me or ull be dead! hahah.... thats wad the girl in Full House wld say!

now i know y i like full hse...
she cooks! :)
mayb nt as well.. but its all abt cooking..

ah... gtg...
rgrds.
cinds'

ohya..tmr to JTSS!!!
to be continueD!


Tuesday, August 22, 2006

i read this over a fren's frenster... :)
How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not todemand, hurt but never keep the pain.
this caught me

to me.
wads love.?.
its smth undefine. cannot be defined.
i always find it hard it understand.
because every other day ur defination changes.
but fren. i saw happiness in ur pictures n in the words u share. im happi for u.

but my fav verse.
ur heart never lies....
but u know this evil hart of ours may lead u to many hurts n joys.
let ur brain decide but let ur heart rule? rgt or wrong???

i saw many happi pictures in frensters. (ok im kapo)
u know sum pictures really says alot.
n i feel for wad i see.
i see love everywher.. i see happiness...
n i wonder wads e right kind of love for all?

maybe every1's love is to be respected. is to be nearby and is to for others to see?
i dont know.
but i just hope that my kind of love is always warm. always happi.always thru the eyes..

i recalled.
a fren wrote.. he hav sum fantasy of having a partner that cant speak in e future.. so he would like to learn sign language.. .. .. his fantasy was to communicate every moment every word thru their eyes.. romantic...

today i cooked dinner for wynn n dad...
i was like a aunty! haa.

infact i love to cook.
i told jj i hav a sudden ambition to be a taitai.ha..
whers that bold n like da nu ren cindy? haa.
but trufully, the satisfaction from those smiles after eating wad u cook..
thats alot.

hey, my mummy alrdy complain i always cook 4u .. so nxt tym she ask me to cook 4myself.. my mummy's jealous!! hehe.

gtg do econs hmwrk lo.
mylove.

flipy

prev wk was... alrgty n ''full''

it was Hl's bd... then usoon's bd...

Hl's bday was really nice... gfs are always e best! haa.
i had a gd tym bbqing..taking tons of pictures...nagging...teasing..n crapping w all the great ppl there!
i saw my pal in allsmiles then..
:) n i went hm hapi! thats wad i call a nicey weekend.

then it was uu's.
i tnk i got so much to tok abt..

a chalet i anticipated.
it started reallllly great.
the day b4 the chalet i went to get his pres.. supposed to get smth he wld go "wah wah"..
(bcus thats the ans i got when we asked him wad he wanted) but in e end we got him smth more pratical.. a watch. then that nite was alot of phone calls n much discussion... n.. morning came..
woke up..waited for the 3 boys to ring me.. waited n waited.. i tot they slep until forgot me liao.. stil wanted to go buy then lunch n make my own way dwn all the way... but out o my surprise thay called me bk @ nn... they went swimming!! :) ha.. thats the boys.. i know... n they were to cum pick me up.. but in less then an hr.. rush rush.. n b4 i know it.. my doorbell came..
(ok cut short story) we left to but stuff pick up stuffs.. n as usual.. I Love road rides w them.. its always super funny.. n super hapI..

i would screm hungry n i wld see 3 boys standing by the car as i buy those AH MEI kaya toast uu says lose to Ya Kun's.
i would be asking Qs n Qs n reminding them to behave n be nice...
i would be picking up things off the supermarket shelves which uu would say no to but endup paying for it..
i would be pinching them over the stupidest joke n hear then screm ouch!! once we step out of the crowded lift..
ill see hands reaching out to me n carry bags off my hands..

the lil lil things goes on.. n the smile in my hart lives on.

UUs party was bizzare..
totally .
ha.
prep tym was great. help w cooking, preping,n luffing over being the Aunty-est AUnty.
n tasting food w our dirty hands.. yup i was like one of the boys. felt kid again.
Its like tym always goes bk to the old days in sec sch when u r together?.. :)
then for the 1st tym fred me n stan started e fire. woohoo.. w.o the help of ed..we did it.. w fred! ha. cool..
but anth after that was nt very glam to share! ha..
but anyway... its uu's party. nt for any1 to judge. as long as he is hapi we all shld be ya.

but the other hapi tym was the morn.
stan n ed left @ 6+ for camp..
yh n i was sleping side by side until i hear a knock on the door..
fred n uu came in...
"only left with tho both of u?????!!!!!"
" oh no!!! oh no!!! jia lat... we must have done smth very wrong last nite." (scratch head) "jia lat jia lat"
fred totally stood by the wall n kept asking n scratching his head.
UU kept toking sense to fred n himself....
the whole conversation lasted sumtym...
me n ger was luffing all the way ... side by side we ly on e mattress we were shaking n luffing...

the whole bd thing didn end until the 'sorry party' we had later e evening.
yup fred n uu invited us for aktv session.. a 'sorry' party! ha... the remorseful silly two boys were there to sing their mistakes n sillyness away.. n ofcus to end our other great tym w a gd old ktv session!!

wah my entry getting v wordy.
but my hapi-ness is stil warm n nearby.
its nt abt e party but its all abt e close frenship n relationship i share w them... the feeling i once tot was cut less eversince was all renewed n assured.... :D
anyway... they'll always be the boys i love n enjoy having fun w!. n as we all grow up n all.. i hope we;ll always have runwaway tym w them.. :)

to the boys.. i really treasure our frenship.
u guys will always be my best boypals. i really hope ill always be the cindy u all undrstand n care for ok!. i trust that u all will find a life u all wish n drem of.. for as long as ur playful self is i know beneath lies a mature u.. n a serious u that seeks for love,future,frenship n family! :)
(ur cinds ger'bud cnt wait to see u all grow up, hear stories of ur' womans..ur careers.. n ur boy complains.. n share ur happiness...)


*to be continued*


my weekend ofcus was... simple w tym w jj n my family...
had a nice icecrem tym, tv tym n shopping...w u..
then had a gd sunday dinner when bro-inlaw drove us to marina for steamboat n a nite of supermarket shopping.... yes im aunty....

n now aunty cinds feel like she sld stop writing le.. so long winded.. hor.
shes on e phone, on tv n blogging.. so wrong. bcus aunty cnt Yi xing San Yong 1.. so..
tata

:)
mylove

Monday, August 14, 2006

empty under a shell

im home.
im tinking.
im trying to online shop.
il trying to find excitement.
im trying not to worry.
i trying to do some wrk.
i hate this.

actually i shldnt be complaining.


do u have tyms where things just dun seems to be 'nice'
n u just hope that ur prince charming drops by the door, holds u by the wrist, drag u into the car and off u go for a wild nite out!?
:)
ok i love to drem

ive been.. or i shld say we've been trying to schedule some ktving w e boys.
its hard warming that they try too! but we always FAIL! haaaa...

ive oso been trying to get u to excite my life.

ive tried to make my hart calm down.

ive oso been trying not to laze.

help .
i tnk im sick

sick of my life

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i brought wynn for obedience class @ east coast park yest.
:)
yup.
but u know wad i tnk im as tired as her!
(shes sleeping on e sofa ehind me now...:) )
the class was great. learn alot abt training dogs.
actaully wynn isnt that bad. she know tricks n al.. but my sisters just wantd to teach wynn to be more obedient in other areas.
yest i was taught to teach wynn to walk just by my side... n stay . ( the longer u can keep ur dog to stay, they more in control of it u r)
over all... wynn was praised! haha.. the teachers and others kept saying " shes so obedient for a jack russell" hahahha.. ( ok they duno her mummy taught her sit n stay @ hm b4 liao. but using bribery)
i told the teacher wynn knows sit,stay,fetch,hand shakes,bark,high five etc. but all with bribery!. n i was told that more to the american style of training. ( ok i admit i watch too much animal planet) so he's gonna teach me to trian her the british way of using eye contact more then giving her treats! yup yup
ha... then jj say..." u never ask the trainer if got s'pore way?" haahhaa

anyway.
it was a nice evening family outing.
esp its for wynn wynn.

i like such.
till next wk end.. n i hope that il practice w her more n 1 day she'll be strolling w me dwn the parks w no leesh! yippeee.

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i went to this gojane website.
WOW i like the stuffs they got..but shippping fee.. hmm
btw. ppl if u all like online shopping.

http://www.tabulas.com/~jewel_thief/
this owner/designer... is one great lady w great inspirations!
her stuffs really gd too~
one who lives for her dreams is more then one who dreams..
im so inspired by u myfren. n v proud!
ppl support !!!
:)

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AAAAaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
i ned a life
help
ha

anyway.
if thers a cure for thinking too much.. pls send me e antidote
thks

to all that made my prev wk a gd 1..thku!
esp@ hl's party
it was great
meeting old pals..
:)
loveit
n more impt..
it reminded me of the overflowing love arnd us!
frenships RULES


mylove

Thursday, August 03, 2006

4th day of sch!

Finally i feel that i'm in the right mood to blog! :)
having my wynn wynn head sleping on my feet..

(ok my feet doest look that gd! ha. - but im so glad i had mysony nxt to me! hehe pictures makes ur writings feel damn ''real/clos'' hor)


it feels right to blog!

so here i am.

today's my 4th day being a 'undergrad' ( i quite embarrassed to even say i m actually)

u know how does it feel??? haha... OLD!!! hahaahhaa
anyways.. my ach-ing shoulders and happy mind just concluded that i love being a student more then anth!.. really.
i love the tym sch has made my live so much less 'crapped'up.. less rushy, more easy and comfy.
i can proper meals/food/ no fast fd, . early dinner..wake up and go to sch, no rushing the bus n train w the morn crowd..and walk arnd orchard or stopping by bras besah to print things w.o rushing like a mad woman!!!! i just lurve sch hrs!!! really really. away frm being a office person.. ha.. so to all the students out ther! ENJOY it k.

anyways, for the past month or so.. i must say it has been overwhleming.
with work, events and plenty of big rushes n changes.
but u can say i was just alright. if there were reallly great big day n event i cld have made a point ot blog huh.
:) but overall.. i had a wonderful last month of work!

i left fas w plenty of well wishes n love frm them... n the gd news is... many frenships made... n lastly... i'll still be helping them out once in a while.. u know.. wrk is the kind of Love-Hate relationship.. u love to wrk..u love e opportunities and being able to prove ur abilities ,"felt being useful/worth/needed!!!! hhaa"" ... but yet, u hate the commitment, the job area and moronic stuff it revolves around. but still.. the working world is a place to learn the most hands on and life-lessons i feel!
:)

Today @ sch, i had 2 extremely not-very-cinds like lectures.
Accounting n Economics.
cinds = no maths. cinds = no 'shi du su', dead studying.
but i went thru it w much learnt.
accounts yes..
econs no..
my econs Santa-lookalike lecturer was talking to his own beard' thru-out that 3 hrs.! hahah.. v mean. but yes. i guess i cnt wait to meet my s'pore lecturer n say gd bye to his aussie accent.
Accnt's was hectic. Our super enthusiastic aussie lecturer rushed thru the 3 chapters of intro in a 'voooooom...' kind of teaching.!! ha. but at least i like it bcause it wasnt all abt listening but qs n ans!
summary: cinds realises.... she has to find that cinds side that likes maths,,, or else.. die! haaaa

oh not forgetting... mon-weds was marketing! woohoo...
i enjoyed it.
i like marketing !! ehe...

finally..i had to add this lil joke ger n i had on the 1st hr @ orientation:

a Fair looking Guy, in knee length-tight-bleached jeans, walk down and sits infront of us. He takes out a Pink motorola hp, adjust his sits , hair has a bluey head band.
Ger: 'he is a girl.."
Me:" boy la.. hha. u know those kind..."
( we argued over it.. )
10mins later....
Me:" eh... look these smth on his hair!!! ( his hair stands w a head band around- 15% Dao ming si Bad boy hair)
" i think its a Spider!!!"
Ger: (rolls eyes over after checking out his hair) "..... maybe its his pet he brought from hm..."- in chinese.
Me: (looks back n forth )
We both brust into laughter!! ahhaha....
ok might not sound that funny.. but at that moment.. i had happi tears in my eyes!! hahaha...
but for that matter, i told that guy when he turned around abt the lil spider on his head,, n he jumped abit n wanted to run to the gents, but i managed to inform him the spider has left him for gd after his 2nd jump.
-end of story- ( He is now known as 'the guy with a pet' - in chi )

okok.. i shall stop my craps.
havnt been writing anth constructive lately! ha.. ohmy.ohmy.

ohya.
a note for yooms,
babe. our friendship made it

dun mistaken,, but i have a story to tell.. but for now. im glad for us.

ok. off to S.i

:)

upcoming bday,,,, cnt wait, alil more stuffs n it'll b done. hope thers no disppointment........

mylove,