Sunday, January 28, 2007

The REAL AnnoyingWorld




Hmm..
where do i start?

i have So SO so so much to complain actually..
ha.
im really very irritating.

hope u all dont mind.

there was this Lunch;
"... i really think they should just go away with the way they cheer... ... ..."
"Yar, it so not right.."
"They shld sit @ the granstand.. Away frm the REAL FAns!..."

me..holding ..it.

sum 2-faced bitch : ".. ya lor.. i agree... blah blah blah.."

i felt small for that moment.
n i had to say smth.
im not two-faced!!! im NOT.. n i DUN Ned to BLEnd In with Wadever . i shall not care.

" ok. i agree that it might not be te 'right' way of cheering.. then why not u guys educate/teach them wad u think is right.. or is there a right way' anyway? THis is not EPL hor."

"..Ive spoken to them a millions tyms.. they just dont get it la"
"aiyah... just get rid of them la.. (laughing)"

"... ITS now that its good match then u see the crowd n REAL fans (ur so called).. Then when it comes to those Lousy games.. THEN u all know their importance...."

he poked in .." DONt get me wrong lor.. i appreciated them.. if not for them who goes for our events right.. dun mis understand leh.... blah blah"

" yaR. appreciate. TALking behind n saying to get rid of them. Please keep in mind ok, dun when our team play like shit n NO1 wans to cum for the match n ur boss asks for crowd, hmph!. ITS Only the big matches u see crowd ok,, wad abt those lousy matches.. who are the ppl that w/o fail cme n suport n do all the shit and fill up those seats giving their suport?.. huh??... n when u ned them for events to SHOW up for the NUMBERS.. huh????!!!!! - i went on n on w much anger."

(talking accros the lunch tables as comments n comments kept cumming.. the debate continues..)

it went on.
n i vaguely remmbered me looking towards sum1.
n said." u all should stop inviting those homes lor. wad for the numbers ar.. to fill up seats or wad.. do it like wad u say towards them la, ask them when u need numbers and forget them when u dun Need them! n what more. if u dont need them,,, im afraid NO ONE will help u all with the coordinations and ...."

(i rollllled my eyes thru-out.)
BUT im pretty proud abt myself.

Because i spoke out what i BELIEVED In n felt was right.. n didn hold my tots n followd with them just to blend it..
WAHAHa.. i know im swelling.
but frankly.. i held my tots n kept quiet for a whole lot int he begining.. until duno sum1 in the dusty air slapped me n woke me up! im serious.

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SO much for complains.
i actualy had MORE wars ...
ha.

n oso.. Tix TIx Tix.
its irritating me.
REALLY

n comments frm others. just boils me.
can i say sum super evil stuffs that i wanted to shout out loud but never did??

'Team spore didn actually play very well.. i personnally feel. esp @ Shah Alam. but.. being a true blue singaporean.. il never stop cheering u on..'
for those many that came to make up the crowd yest. i REally loved n enjoyed every bit (the atmosphere was great! )
.. but its just Shame that it only happens once in blue moon. n OUR TEAM. pls play well. n do us proud! pls!!!!! n the crowd will keep on coming!!! it will..

n for the many who thnk that they are damn pro @ watching matches n give crude remarks.. I BOOOO u.. Booo u to shuddup n wake up ur idea.

u must be thinking.. im just a girl who know nuts abt soccer/football and i have no rights to comment.

Excuse me u! b4 that..
EHEM!
i can loudly say that I HAVE watch more LIVE LOCAL matches then u have . (so when cmes to local-match i can proudly ask u to shuTUp.
(althou i rather, i wld be saying ive watched more local films)
so please save ur comments.
Watching EPL and all.. just go away la.
(watching thru that TV of urs. oh wad e hell)

n If u just follow blindly to whoever that wins.
U just tnk that EPL are so much more watch-able.
then y did u come n get so cozy witht the GReat crowd yest?
we are all under that red.
we all belong here.
we should remind ourselves.
so wake up ur idea.

-ok. shudup -

poooof.
i like breathe out.. duno how much dust alrd.
i can finally slep breathing dust free! ahahahhaahah

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anyway.
i love road trips.

that midnite on the road back hm.
i love that lonelines.. i duno y
i love looking out on the road frm the window.
i love to hear those louD music blasting.
n when i shuts my mp3.. all i hear is silence n the bus engine.
n i was ther.. staring out.. n falling asleep.
i really love
ROADTRIPs.

but sure enuf.
Watching @ the very well architect Shah Alam Stad can be life threatening.
wad i msg KY when msia scored: "KY!.. Can u tell them that they are Endangering my life!!.. get the guys to change into their boots and solve the problem pls!"
Haha.




thats all for complains.
my god im so Naggy
:p

miss every1
n miss alone tym slacking @ hm.

mylove

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Im nt the only CINDY XXX.. Arnd!

i saw a glimpse of the ad on MCdee...the smth lucky winner thingy..
one of the WInner.. has the almost same name as me!!!
:(

i always knew Cindy is common.. but.. usually nt with. XXX...
:(
I REAllllly tot im the ONLY CF arnd!!.. n i tot..

haha.. ok. end of story


ANyway..
past week,
eventfuL:
painful;
confused;
convinced;
understood;
simplified;
happy again...

hmph
.................
like wad xy n i toked abt..
"... is it me thats different?.. or that i dun belong to this world?...."
i finally HAD to tell myself... convince my butt..that..
its really true that..not every1 thinks n agrees w my thinking..
n im a naive moron..

n aftr all that shit...
(thku xy..for being ther w me..to rant.to 'burn' them to.. cheer me on!)

i swollowed alot of stuff.
its biitter stuff.

anyways..its over

im really taking a step bk
i dun wanna care alrdy, im tired...

anyways... im watching Golden Globe now..n u know... THAT BORAT guy WON!...
n he said.. ".....thku for those that havnt sued me..."
Ahhaha!
ok.. i smiled.
he is so quite n damn cute.
i so misjudge him in Borat..
hmm...yummy
hahha
faint

im been crazy.
thats y i hvnt been blogging..
il be back when i recover!
:P

hugs

Friday, January 05, 2007

money matters

going to class by myself brings back memories of my 'exciting' hart when i went to Tp almost 5YRS AGO!!! - (didn realise! 2007-2002) OMG!
ok thats besides the point.

i remmbered how i travelled that 'dist' n brave myself ( ha.. ok not that brave) to the other end of singapore almost alone... (almost, there were 2 other ppl frm jt going to tp... - thou i only met them like less then 5 tyms in 3yrs?)

Going to sch alone just makes u have that extra 'Drive' to not live in ur own world.

... not much of excitement n lunch plans?.. hahaha..
(ok i admit i do miss U vvv much ger!)

n most impt.. the super most impt thing to bring when u r alone is... HP & Tissue! ahhahaa...

Faint.
Hp - to kep u feeling not alone. Tissue - to rescue u in the cold weather(ah Choooooo) or after a meal! ahhahahahahaha

but its TRUE!!!!

But guess what did i gain from going to sch alone for 2 days?

*drum Rollllll*

i made new FRens?
ha..
right..
but i made NEW "BAi JiA" Frens!!!!!!!
(Bai Jia - in chi = like spend finish ur family's money that kind of kid)

haa

Met this gurl on the 1st day...
n met 2 guys on the 2nd day...
not bad Huh!

ok.. i had an extra plastered smile me thru out la..
(u know ppl cant resist my smile!! *faint* )

anyway... the morale of the story..
SIM is FULL of "Bai JIa ZHI & NU"
ahhaha..
nonono!
its..

I'm Sucha not-'Bai Jia' KID! ahahhahaha
and wadmore..

recently..
ive got this 'DRIVE"... Growing.. - Growing DRive!....
-The Drive to work Hard-Er...-
each day the 'Drive' GRows alil..

yup. My 'drive' for my life is here!!!!
:)
and... im really putting alot of thoughts abt school n wrk..
and.. $..
and.. $..
and..$..
and $...
haa. sorry
but its really like that.
-my daddy n mummy is getting old. $ at hm stands @ a diff lvl now. nt like b4 when dad was @ his tip'.. now i can say he is at his ends. its tym.. i start to built for mine!

i hate $.
its a love-hate relationship.
but.. frankly.
im really thinking hard.

but..anyway..
(enuf of my tots)

I just wanna Rejoice that..
cinds' DRIVE for Living is BACK!!!
ok ~ cold.
but its really what i feel.. n i havnt got that 'feeeling' in a long tym!
:)

*OMG my entry is getting no where! hah.
anyway..
i just hope that its a good sign for 2007!
-for all the GD things ahead-
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oh ya.. how can i forgot this super duper amazing Realization i 'faced' today.
'she's turning 21, n i Saw her 'inability'.. alth i was fuming.. bcus WHAT does HER Immature n DUmb laziness n Idiotically fortunate life got to do with ME???? n Wth.
but all in all.. it just proves that.. im ABLE! ahaha.. kill me. ok im just 1mm jealous.
(i plan,make decision,take part,hands on n PAY for my own 21st...)
n its the whole process n overwhelming love that will always live in me! - makes me a 21 yr old Woman.
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have a great wkend ppl..
missing every1
* do u know u strt to miss ppl alot when u grow older?.
i once tot i miss ppl alot when i was a kid.. but .. up till today.. im stil missing ppl alot! (mayb bcus im a living kid? ~cold again!!)
hahha.. KL is so goonna roll eyes on me now! ahhahaa
mothergoooose - I so MISSSS U! haaaa

-sudden v.Misss List-
Dollyn (ALOT)
xiaowen
Boon
zhengyi
dee
edmund
edwin? (geR!!!)
jr
jeff (?!!!)
g.x
w

-forever misses list-
mgoose
lobby
baobei
xt
*sventies - we just meT!
honglay
weng
jo
uu
stan
fred
dajie
........ list goes on

mylove
cinds


Thursday, January 04, 2007

WeeEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

I welcome 2007 with a
WwwwweEeeeeeeeeee...................
( qouted from the 514 baby spiders in Charlotte's Web!!! )



frankly.. almost 3/4 into the show i was thinking... '.. when does wilbur learn his Sheep Language? ' - OOps.. i tot im watching Babe! for that LONG! ahaH.. my apologies for forgetting Sec 2 LIT.!!!! :) but well.. i sure had a nice tym w my Sec 2 mates watching it!! :)

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Some Jokes to start off the Yr.

today mum was packing some dark Chocs my sisters bought frm their trip.
Mum -" i pour all ur chocs into this bottle hor! "
(hands reaching out into the bottle n into mouths)
Sis - "mummy, what about the other packet?
We bought 1 tiramisu n 1 pure dark choc. pour both la!"
Mum - "huh, what tiramisu?"

*drum roll*

mum walks, opens up the other packet of chocs...
She stars @ it.. " woah y this 1 all so shinning like "go Li"...

Sis - "yar, that 1 is pure dark chocs. the other 1 is tiramisu!"
Mum - "U know. i tot the other packet going to "sAe GoR'' ( turn bad) thats y i pack into bottle leh!!!!!!!"
Me - "MUMMMMMYY!!!.. thats coffeee powder not "Sae Gor"".... "

:)

Did i share abt the Pizza Joke??
anyway..
Davin, (if u remmbr, sms me abt 2 wks ago...)

*beep*
Msg frm Davin (smth like that) -
"Hi, are you stil interested with my PIZZA?"

*ponders* *mind skipping for awhile*
Pizza!!??!!
*dingding*

I almost replied,
'" YEs we are, With Extra Cheese and no Pepperoni please!" - ok not so funny! hahhaa

It was Davin, Wynn's bf's Owner! hahhaha asking if Wynn wynn is stil interested in Pizza! hahhaa.. but shes not on Heat yet.. but ofcus WE All ARE! Pizza is such a cutey! :P

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Things has beeen...
alright.

the holis were GreaT!.
never watch n Slept this much in a long tym!
though it was not as eventful - actually i did meet alot of ppl n went to many places!! haha...
u know i would love plenty of big events n exciting days...
but i have to admit IM OLD n.. not every1 has the same thinking as moi.
:)

but well it was Gd.
(hmm... hw gd for the past month ? .... )


like the RainBow that came after the Rain on our BBQ evening! :)


like the amazing lighting made by fanatic fans i saw @ ABC concert... ( i guess i was more into the lights then the singers!!)


like the amzing lights @ Concourse ! - i was there shopping for christmas handy crafts... n those rows of christmas deco on sale just lits up the place!! ( i tnk no1 realised, or did it on purpose!)


like this Amazing calender 2007 in my bathroom ( my mum put up )
'Chuan Hao' - Wear properly?


like why ppl just wan a glimpse of snow in spore? ( @ jewel box.. those fake snow yet those REAL ppl that made my lil wish came true)



like the so-many cookies i baked & customised chocs i made .. ( for those who ate n extended my love)


like the many many many lil bowls we used @ this really korean place! -OH my god mr dish-washer!


like my sleepy dog who was forced to wear my xmas HaT...


like the poser' that walked into my sneezing nite with a pill and a cup of water.. :)


like the never-ending black heads UU wld show me how to SQuueeeeZE!! Ha.. which i learnt that ITS WRONG to sqeeze blck headS!!.



like the lil fire-wrks that lives in ur hart .. even when u r @ hm..


like the 'luminus' gurl living In ME. (she who carries that strong will to kep that smile going)


like the ever loved Zoo trips and animals that reminds me of the great meaning of Living...


like the 'finally' long awaiting handmade gift ever recieved...


like the great'' ppl i capture on pictures.. n whom captures my hart all the tym...


and Finally..my ever loved Sunset @ sentosa ....

Life has beeeeen Gd' for the past weeks...
i therfore welcome 2007.. for many better days Ahead!!!
'Boy! uploading can be a CHORE!!!" haha..

mylov
cinds