Monday, September 29, 2014

我好想大喊、大哭、大骂这一切的无奈!

it doesn't kill me. so will it make me stronger?

it doesn't push me further. so is it good for me?

it is not eating me up and over. so it's bearable?

it has goodness in all it's labour. does that make it worthwhile?

I hate to wail and feel like a loser who want to give up. but I truly can't see the light and worry I'll flag myself over the frustrations I'm accumulating inside. 

if only I can take a peek at the hidden light. 

forgive me.
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