Its alright.
Let me wail and say I'm in uncomfort and pain. My eyes feels hot and I just wanna say it hurts.
I am an emotional baby and you can and I know you'll stay away..
with alil satisfaction ~
P says my EQ is higher then my IQ.
Thus, for certain things I'll do a wonderful job.. being sure I have and would have done so!
I seriously wonder if that's a compliment or an insult in a spilt sec! Oops!
GP was a success. (Ofcus there are areas that could have been better) I was totally glad and all happy completing the task with much assurance from ppl around me. But it was alittle upsetting that I didn't have any "celebration party" or real finale in what I do. It was satisfaction inside and lotsa warmth. (the reality that its over have yet subside totally!)
Well, it's good enough for now I guess, I try not to think further just yet! But I was glad and had a nice break after...
with giraffe and mee...
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can I say to you my struggles?
can I tell you I'm more then tired?
can I ask of more then what you've offered?
just alill more.
But I anticipates disappointments after..
The tiny comforts tiding me over...
The kind of exhaustion that you can't even measure is nothing like a race. Because you can't look forward to the finishing line.
; When I rest that heavy head on that sticky you,
my mind stopped and comfort was all over.
; When I jumped and crashed on mummy's bed being a stinky me, mummy talking while I shut my eyes, Wynn whining for my attention by the bed and my Sis shouts ".. Is ah girl home yet..?" that's comfort in the air (noise) too.
But to get out of all that and back to reality, all I could do was to not think and just got my butt moving!
I'm trying by not thinking!
Lesson #111
Independence seems to be grown on you through both good and bad times.
Physically, emotionally.
My life's lessons just keeps going hard.
And My independence has grown muscles.
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Emo.baby
Such a emo baby each time I fly for work..
And I wonder if it's right or it's training!
I'm still figuring as I experience it..
Shall take it easier right! :)
being emo emo.
I trying to be angry with the person in front of me..
but i am actually angry with everything else around me..
maybe i am angry with myself.
so angry that i am talking to you-myBlog.
