episode. an exciting yr indeed.
thks to my 'fav" cousin n sister for the pictures.. XP
so i shall.
anyways.
im ok alrdy.
thanks to all my loves.
(thou stan warned me today .." u better go home.. incase u 'pass out' again..
cus.. u r on MC.. .. no claims if u faint outdoors.." -_-"" )
yes im quarantined by mr n mrs foo.. :)
i've never been given a curfew all my life u know... haha. but its a love curfew this tym :)
but anyways.. im bk at sch alrdy.. if i were to fully utelise my 11days of mcs.. i tnk.. i can quit sch n be quarentined for the rest of the yr!! haha..
im lame!! cinds being lame means.. im ok alrdy right! :)
anyways.. i really thank god for everything.. really everything..
even thou im such a bad child of his. really.
i just feel so blessed and thankful im sitting here.. n blogging abt it!
(yes boomm.. can u believe im doing wad u said! - thks to ur pics :P)
its just gonna be a beautiful day tmr! - prettier if i got no porj dues! :P
im tahnkful n i love my life more each day now!
thks every1 really..
esp to those that i tried to hide n not tell my exact location! :P
ms quek esp... and ger for being so emo n flying dwn that nite.. mr j ... those swet and teary smses frm sventies that stayed w me thru the nite..n the many many that called , smsed ...wanting to chat n kep me company.. :) many apologies for nt replying sms n calls over the past week .. didn wan any hoo-haa and revealing my unwashed hair!! (jk!)
the lo-so me is bk. so healthy right? :P
im mad!
SEE the WORLD soooon :)
: i ve learnt that..
every1 neds sum1 to take gd cre of u.
mentally, spiritually, physically.
like god :)
and like a special sum1..
i love my nails...
as much as Wynn loves her bed :P
- it has been a weird morn today -
:)
valentine's for real
perfect . almost.
Valentine's
as commercial as it may be..
i believed that..
he whoe created this day..
he knew that.. sometimes..
ppl just ned a good excuse to go the extra mile for love..
and he wanted a day where love is overflowing..
and a day where ppl stop and think about wad love is like..
who, when, where, how is love like..
and rejoice for the extra effort love brings one to.
besides the $.. the commercial areas..
look @ the busy ppl..
the pretty and unavailable ppl..
all seated on those pretty tables..
and staring into the eyes of who is seated infront of them..
and let the nite pass slowly...
and slep with the smell of flowers that nite..
:)
happy valentine's day everyone.
a drama rama... unforgetable... incident.
today.. smth amazingly drama-rama happened.
(ok this is the duno how many-th time im telling this story!!!)
Actually, loooking bk .. its pretty.....
Scary.. i shal say the ZHONG DIAN 1st..
I WAS PICKPOCKET-ED!
I met dol for sum hearty grocery,baking shopping today..
it was pretty impromtu actually..
we met @ clem.. then headed to Je.. then ended up going to Hollandv!!..
(now its weird.. cus y did we make that big round!)
then we ended up @ cold Storage @ hollandv.
apparently.. we enjoyed everybit of shopping for groceries together..
until...
we had a lil stop : wher i parked the trolley.. with hands on it.. (cus my laptop was on the top Child seat...)
being afraid that my laptop is being too exposed i guess..
while dollyn was checking out smth.. and we didn wanna block the walkway...
suddenly.. i felt smth.. or did i see smth.. moving or.. taking smth frm the trolley!
(frankly.. i dun remmbr!)
I TURNED AND SAW A MAN turn his back from me+trolley.. n hurry away...
for that instance.. i look into my bag (in the trolley itself.... wide-open)
n i had a sudden tot.. he took my wallet!
and i just followed him!!!! trying to see wad he was holding!!!!!
AND I SAW smth that resembles my wallet!!!!!
i turned bk to dollyn.. and both of us was alil stunn.. n dol started searching my bag for my wallet!
( i tnk i was saying.. I TNK HE TOOK MY WALLET!!!!!)
doll said smth like..
"dun let him go!!!!" " or.. FOLLOW him.." etc..
n i sorta.. was given sum energy.. n i did.. i ran n looked for him!!
n i found him on the next alley..
this tym.. his hands were empty!!!!!!!!!!
(actually this man.. bumped into us earlier. i guess he was.. observing..us alrdy :( )
and i didnt know wad to do.. i just followed him.. until dol n i.. was alil panicky of wad we could do!!!
n to sum point.. he turned and look @ me asking..
"WAD.. (or) WHY r you following me!!"
and i said.. " uncle i think u took smth from my trolley.."
-it was many stuffs we said.. but the uncle kept giving me a look.. n exclaiming he didn take anth..
trying to scare me off..-
i turned bk to doll.. n she said smth like " ask for help"
and dol.. tried to follow the man.. while i turned to the cashier..
but the cashier said smth like " theres nth we can do.. go to the security"
i really felt helpless then.. n the men tried to walk our of Coldstorage!!!
i just fllowed him out practically..
i tried to stop him!!! i realy did.. n he started to yell n make a commotion abt me maligning him!!!
there was a scene..
but i tnk... he was the 1 yelling.. n i was the 1.. in shock i didn know wad to do..
(i just tot.. i cant let him go/off!!!)
after sum.. 'converstion" he started to pull out his pockets...
and thers really nth in it !!! no wallet.. only coins and paper..
at that moment.. i really stood there.. but he started to yell @ ME!!! saying im accusing him!!!!!..
n asked me to call the police la""" smth like that..
n i said.. " Ok lets go to the security then"
and i dunno how or wad.. he flee away..
and i just turned to the cashier.. asking her to stop him from leaving!!
but AGAIN she said she cant..
and i ran to the security place.. near the entrance of C.S..
i was like.. asking for help!!! and like panicking.. worrying he would have gone!!!
n the DUMB security.. asked " WAD? WHERE? WAD HE WORE>> WHERE HE GO ETC>>"
but he stood there... digging for he walky talky etc...
i was asking him to go stop the man.. but...
n he replied " HOW TO CATCH HE IS SO FAR ALRDY"
THen this lady (frm no where) came up near us and shouted to the security!!
"IF U dont go catch him.. he is about to board the taxi"
n i was like.. .. (i cnt remmbr wad did i do or say..)
UNTIL>>>>>
THIs man.. (delievering things @ the security area..)
he turned n looked @ Me.. n i helplessly..looked bk or smth..
n HE RAN OUT TOWARDS THE TAXI STAND!!!
i ran and tried spoting the man!! but all i saw was a lady @ the taxi stand!!!!.. then i realised..
THe DElievery guy.. had draged THE MAN out of a taxi!!!!!!!!!
(on a middle lane!!!!!!!!! i tnk the other lady pointed to him)
OMG! DAMN Drama!!!!!!!!!!
then he dragged him to bk tto the security plce...
n the man started to make a huuu haaa. kept saying.. he didn..
im accusing him..
actualy.. if im not wrong i was quiet.. cus i didn know wad else i cld do. his pockets was empty!!!
then another security guy came (the incharge)
n he sorta was suppose to fix things..
i had to explain.. n EVEN translate wad the MAN said to the INCHARGE bcus.. he dun understand chi!!
ME the victim.. translating for the CULPRIT.
..
then.. after so much crap..
the incharge kept saying.. "wad do u wan to do now"
i was so maD!! cus.. he wasnt helping..
then i asked abt the camera in the stall etc..
but he said i will have to make a polic report then..
then the man kept yelling ..
after duno hwo many yeellllsss. he slurted :
" THE WALLET NO $$ WHY WOULD I WANT TO STEAL?"
i turned to the delievery man (the hero that stood there all the way)
n i said " HE STOLE IT>> CUS HOW WOULD HE KNOW I DIDN HAVE CASH IN IT"!!!
n the guy's eyes told me.. to HANG ON! hahah
then.. i finally told the security..
"fine, i dun wanna to make a police report.. i just wan my wallet bk"
and i said it in chinese. to the MAN.. * i said it really nicely.. cus i was so tired. n i saw that.. he was. like pretty.. helpless in a way.."
and after awhile..
he said.." i didn take it.. i just put it sumwher."
. . . . . . .
n in the end.. he brought us to one of the shelves..
n he DUG out ... my wallet...
im fainting by then.
n afterwards.. he started to beg..
begging us not to report to the police.. as promised..
at that point..
i really had enuff.
i dun wanna go on.
i just left..
n kept thanking the DElievery guy! (Amir)
WAD A DAY..
and its not the end..
the security incharge.. chased us up.. n told us sum1 called the police.
n we were to wait..
BUT APPARENTLY>.. HE LET THE MAN OFF>> N DIDN TAKE HIS PARTICULARS!!1!
SO WADS THE POINT NOW?!??!?!!
he he kept saying how they shldnt call the police.
anyway.. the point is.. he was a useless security incharge.. n so is his other colleague.
the police didn cum..
but.. we went to look for the Delievery guy!!!
i remebr he wore a "MR LIM's" polo..
so we headed to the furniture MR LIM .. n we ended up toking to his boss.. n told him wad a wonderful worker he has.. n spoke to him on the phone after!
PHEW~
WAD A DAY huh!!!!!!!
but.. yes.. i feel so tired now!
n dol just wrote a complain letter to cold storage abt their horrible " HELP"
and im to write a longer 1 to the management of HollandV!!!! wad are securities for???
wad an experience..
but.. i tnk.. dollyn sorta gave me sum energy to fight!!! :)
(see just gave me that look!!! she even YELL at the security incharge afterwards!! it was funny)
n my wallet actually has not much valuables.. except.. my credit and nets card.. n PHOTOS..
other impt cards are sumwhere else.. n no CASH! Hahaha...
but ITS MY WALLET!!!!!
but.. yes.. hw cld sum1 do that..
n i felt alil sorry for afew moments..
n wanted to let go..
but i knew.. all i wan was my wallet bk..
but it did hurt me..
i tnk.. the MAN was desperate..
i duno.. i duno.. whos fault it is anymore!!
-
Hope Vday.. will be a nicey 1
untitled.
sometimes.
i really dont understand myself.
(or shld sum1 else try to)
or is it that i have many sides of 'me'.
(or is it that.. i hide sides of me for reasons i dun even know.. is it even normal to)
i get irritated.
i get annoyed.
i get so mad.
disappointed in a split second.
is it really me or ...
i dont know.
or i rather know but rather choose not to?
i guess if its PMS. i should be glad?
i hope i can sleep it away.
if not.
whats wrong?
me or who.
but its really how i felt.
thats for real.
is there even right and wrong when comes to how u feel?
-mental-
lunar new year..
i always love chinese new year.
always.
cus its when our family and extended family gathers.. and really just have fun!
every year its the same.
my parents dont have a very big family.
but we do have plenty of extended family..
but i think we only visit, gather and hangout with our closest families! :)
i think we just love to do it our way.
but each year.. i do get alil upset at CNy.
cus its not just the kids that grows up.. its the elders that aged.
im sorta the youger batch of the family actually,
mum and dad being the eldest.
so its alot of elder cousins, uncles and aunties..
and i used to be the kidss" of the family...
so in their eyes.. im always the kid''..
but every yr.. things slow down..
i grow up.. the uncles and aunties have children.. which is amazing and great..
but my grand aunties.. uncles.. aged.
which really hurts me alot.
everyone would gather at grandaunt's place each yr.. from day1 to even day3..
we all would settle there.. thats was our home. that small and crumpy warm house.
sometyms the kids just dont wanna go home!!! i remembered in the end .. sum of my cousins wld endup cuming to my plce for the nite etc!!..
but soon after grandaunt fell ill..
things have changed.
i remembered when she really fall sick.. every1 flew dwn to check her out..
that to me. was like another kind of "cny meetup"
but.. that was really like our last few meetup as a big whole.
nowadays we all dropby at different timings.. and wouldnt stay too long, worrying that we would trouble them.
but i guess the happiest return that brought me much joy this yr was..
Valerie(in pink), Ryan and Special guest YinYin(jessica in Red)
yup, in the past, grandaunt's children would bring me and my cousins out.. even to visit other ppl!!
(then they were all dating)
now.. married and having their own children..
My cousins and i (and my sisterS) are the ones that bring their children out to the playground!!!
and today.. they brought w them a lil girl frm a relatives's! and i told my aunt..
" last tym.. u and kevin kor kor would bring me along to visit ppl.. now..u are bringing another kid!!"..
i feel old~~~
i guess.. its just another phrase!
like when i overheard dad telling mum..
" .. how nice if i have a grandchild like Huang's son.. how fun it would be"
and mum replied.. " yes yes.. ask them give u ten lor.. then all call u Gong Gong.. until ur head GONG GONG then u know"
hahahaha...
it was hilarious!.
but we all saw it cuming when dad had the longest conversation w one of the kids @ my other grand aunt's place! :)
i really hope the tradition in the past would continue..
i fear and feel sad at the tradition and noise of the festive fade.
we were stil talking abt the yummmmiest food we missed.. n started to blame our parents for not learning from grandaunts her skills... we even mentioned abt the yr.. we (children) broke the bed when we played cards on.. n all the uncles had to fix the beD!!.. and the many many rounds of meals we took turns to have.. cus the kitchen was too tiny.. and how the pocker card circle" extended all the way to the door! :) and u see all the coins on the flooor.. :) n ofcus. the sound of fire sparkles and all.. n the overcrowding warm house...
il always remember..
- wad a draggy entry-
daddy and mummy
the thing i love about CNY is when we go shopping on the eve of the Eve's.
we would go marketing at late nite.. :)
today, mum,dad,sue and i went.
mum n dad just kep bickering.. n bickering..
until su commented " see la.. at nite these 2 pattern cum alrdy"
my parents love to bicker/squabble (wadever u call it).
but its really an enjoyment to see them bicker.
like when i purposely reminded my dad about his complain about my mum earlier..
"Daddy, i tot u wanna lodge a complain?"
Then the bickering started!! hahaa.
dad :" YA LA. i wan to complain! u dare to not wash my new clothes?!?!!? then what am i going to wear.. .... ..."
mum: " aiyo, dare to complain...... im going to....."
hahaha. and i just sit back n watch.
then.. when we were marketing..
its just.. a pleasure.. i dunno about others.. i love shopping the grocery.
esp w the ppl i love.
i love supermarkets.. i dont mind wet markets!..
today, i saw many uncles and aunties.. marketing together :)
it was a really nice feeling''' :)
dad always love marketing~ i tnk that one of the things i'll look for in a man.
haha.
we ended up marketing till 1.45am. amazed?
cus we went for a short supper and sum plant shopping :)
but tmr morn, dad wil stil head for the market as we are short of sum things.
and my daddy always does the best job! :) while mummy sleps in.
tsk.
:D
i feel very blessed this CNY.
i will always remember on of the yrs where we had a tough CNY.
il always remmbr..
my family love festives, dad will decorate the hse.. horribly red"" n on loud music... etc etc..
but i tnk thats the kind of joy n fun :)
but i remmbr ther was a yr.. everything was diff.. i remmbr it very well..
but each yr we get to enjoy CNY with much joy.. i thank god for it.
i guess we should be greatful.
:)
and for a night like today's..
im a happy person. (thou im stil doing sum wrk)
n i love my mum n dad's kind of r.s
i like their way of "Fighting"
their annoying noise..
the way mum "hits" dad! haha..
and the way.. my dad ask DUMB questions! to test my mum..
or maybe my mum can get damn sillly..
or probably.. how mum commented that dad look like a rickshaw uncle wearing the chi-ma top i got him yest! OOPS.
hahaha. n dad just glared and say .."U dunno wad is fashion"
i tnk..
we should all applaud our parents.
for the way they hangon as a couple.
thou they may not hold hands,
may not say the swet things,
may not buy flowers,
may not call each other darlings.
(i tnk.. my parents does!! the er xin old fashion way!)
but... their love has extended the moment they had us :)
and they still wanna grow old together :)
lets just forgive their grouchy annoying tyms la hor! hahaha..
i love my mummy and daddy. :)
i makes me wanna cry thinking abt it actually.
i dunoo.. but its a weird feeling.
im jealous.
im envious.
im afraid.
i wan them to never grow old.
i wan to get married right away..
but so that.. they could teach my children they way they did to me :)
i wan daddy to hold my lil girl hands..
and walk to the play ground..
:)
mylovve.
