apparently
it seems tougher then I thought.
It makes me wonder if the problem lies with me.
already.
You feel like it's back to the really long-ago felts, questions, embarrassment and nerves .. but yet in a different "body, soul and mind"
I need to remind myself that this step is a New beginning. New is the word.
double. now.
"...hearing you and feeling the similarities just made me wonder and doubt everything. but most of all, I can't wait for you to walk to the Light of it all.. I wished I knew what better things to say.."
25.5
the story of a plastic tulip.
decision.
as much as we decide to be, we often have obstacles that trip us on the way.
how often can we take those as lessons that strengthen us?
sometimes we wonder if our decision we thought that's to lead us to happiness turns otherwise. I know don't doubt. but it takes great strength and belief to not.
we decide to be happy. and lets be.
never take life for granted.
another growing up phase and a tinge of heartache.
the courageous and selfless side of someone dear just made me feel teary.
life lessons often surprise us.
it's not the easiest road but their courage and strength just blew me away tonight. I wished I had better words to say to them, but I'm just happy to be near.
we await greater things.
tonight it was, "table for 6 + 1"
:)