when i mean what i say:

being more then occupied

have been really occupied @ wrk..
its like i never get the chance to check the clock!

it should be a gd thing..
bcus i dislike waiting for tym to pass.

sun's the almost last bIg event on my 'colourful' calender @ wrk
*fingers crossed*

im so tired but i stil wanna blog.
bcus i dislike the feeling of wrkin glate.. reach hm..or out@ dinner...etc..
shower/on the phone.. n slep....drag yourself up..rush..bk to wrk.... n on n on..
i hate.
i always like tym-alone.
tym to myself... doing stuf.. reading..surfing the net etc..
tym to think about whats around me.
wads hapening.. wad u'v done..
emotions/tots at this moment.. this phase...
enjoy tym @ its own pace...

blogging helps i feel.

im my old yr1 poly life, when i had to travel @ least 3hrs.. to&fro sch..
i used to write & draw on my lil sketch bk..( on stories of ppl in the train )
but now.. traveling tym is all about smsing.. sending love to ppl ive neglected during wrk tym... phone calls.... rushing... thinking abt wads next n wad was b4.... etc etc.
i really shld read n write more.. n even draw...

actually i just went bk to wrk for less then a month.
but it has been hectic.

though wed's Awards Night was rather 'nice'.
besides the 2 blisters n puffy eyes.. i had learnt n experience an event differently..
shall tok abt it again..

ohman..
i feel this exhuastion.
but b4 i 4get y i came to blog..
this was wad i read on a fren's blog ..which struck me thinking...

"Love is not about finding the perfect person,
but about finding the person who will make your world perfect"

thats really true... but not for all..
sum wans to find sum1 they love.
sum wans to find sum1 that loves them..
others wans to find her mr perfect/right..
etc etc,.. there are just too many diff kinds of preferences..
but which do u think is the right 1 for u?
*to be continued

(btw.. that short meetup w them... caught me into thinking again..
its really another phase.... i shld b happi for them.. i really shld...)

mylove

posted by Cinds @ 12:36 AM 0 comments

When piZZa meeeetss... WyNN wynn!

time 1710

davin: (sms) I'll be ther in 25mins!.. :)
C: (sms) im at xxxxxxxxxx
davin: (sms) ok! see you in a while

time 1735

C: ... . . .. . (nervous...) wynn.. sit properly la.. they are cuming le!..
i hope he is not wrinkled n skinnnY! ahahhaa
G: (roll eyes) wrinkled n skinny?!!! y?
C: i dont like too skinny guys!!.. n i hope he is not too old!!
G: U think whaT.. u looking for bf ar! Hello ITs wynn!!!!!
C: ahahha.. oh ya hoR! hahahahaha....

(black CAR pass by)

G: i think its them!
C:thers a girl inside!! i hope its not!! ahhahaha
i dont see dogs jumping lor! not la!

(car drove a Uturn..)
(door open.. guy walks out.. walks to the back seat door.. open...
1,2,3 doggies jumping out.. a lady followed at the back)

C: .. he ok looking.. but got gf liao.ok. end of story... PaSSe..
G: faster go say hi la!!!

.. . . . . .
AHAHa
kill me pls! hahahhaaa

anyways.
it was a super nice evening!!!
he came w his gf/wife, 2 jack russels ( Pizza & Spiky) & a chi wawa ( Milo!)
n when all the doggies gather.., it looks like a Big happy family!!
because even milo has brown spots similar to wynn n pizza!
Pizza looks really really cute!. n they were full of praises for wynn too! hahah.
Spiky was a over weight Super duper cute Jack russel thats sterilized! ha. n milo is this mini jealous 1 that growl at wynn when they try to match the pair! haha

the outing goes on ....
we jus had a great tym.. chit chatiing n all..
in the end Davin told me that Pizza wil have to stay at my place during wynn's Heated period for 3days.... faint. sound fun hor! but thats not fun lor! hhaha.. bcus he mgt b peeing all over ..he is a boy boy. he wld be leaving smell pit stops everywher!!!.. but stil! ahaha.

in the end.. we all observe that Spiky was more interested w wynn.. ! faint
n wynn.. kep thinking she's not a dog.. n mingled with us humans instead! haha


didn get to take alot of pics.. got carried away...
but here is the best shot!

so cute right! they look really alike!!!!



Cant really tell who is who right? THATS Pizza! and that bigger 1 is Spiky!


ha..
they really look like 1 BIG family when put together!
:D
im a happi mummy!

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Event recALL-

was out w my dad n sisters 1 nite.
was @ this heartland.
i was attracted by this toy machine by the provision shops..
u know those that u put it a $1 coin n smth falls out?
:)

yup
i was attracted by a huge round glob-y 1.
(cut short story)
anyway.. i ended up trying out this disney 1 beside it.
i put in my $1.. TURN...
dong dong""
nth drop out!!!
AAahh...
i turn to my sisters!
+ how ??
:(
then ther was this sticker label at the machine.
--MINITOYS ENTERPRISES-- HP:9XXX XXXX
+ shld i call?
= call lo!
i Really callED !hahha...
no ans..
so i put in another coin.. n another coin.. n i got 2 like disney chains. $3 w 2toys.
hp ring
- Hi. someone called?
+ Yes! erms....(nervous! my sisters luffffing like mad ppl there)
oh i have a coin stuck in your machine.
- OK!. wher are u located?
+ im at Dover.. outside the 7-11....
- You wanna try shaking the machine? Is ther stil toys in it?
(shake shake)
- Which machine is that?
+ Disney!
- if not u can go into the 7-11 and get bk your coin! if u need anth else give me a call ok!!
+ thanks! :)
(walk into 7-11. got coin bk..) ahahhaa

after that. i put in the coin.. but it got stuck again..
then i got bk my coin AGAIN! hahahahha
n i wasnt satisfied.. wanted to try again! hahaha..
but the 7-11 guy..was begging me to stop trying! hahhahahaaaa.
i wanted 3 toys... so i was prepared to lose my $1 for a last try... until my dad STOPped me!
-
thru-out that.. my sisters n i.. was laughing MAdly.. bcus.. they didn think i wld actually call up the place! hahaha.. that was more like a franchise sitcker label! hah..

COnclusion! vvv gd service ! if i have a shop! i'll have MINI TOYS enterprises's machines outside my shoP! hahaha.... THUmbs up MINITOYS enterprisE!

now the two toys r hanging on my sis's n my hp!
taDa:

its those that has a big fat heaD n the body can be swung freeely!
-oh im a kid!
no! 4 of us sisters R! ahhaha
then today.my bro inlaw bought me this!

haha.. this pooh is almost 3tyms of the 1 i got n has a lil string attached that when u release it..
its limbs dances! hahahaha

:P

i tnk im insane!
bcus tmr is mon! :(
i hope its fri :P

i miss gers outing! soon ok?
ok! i tok too much today.
:P

mylove!

posted by Cinds @ 11:41 PM 0 comments

sharing a meal.

DO u know that being able to eat with sum1 on the same table for a meal tells alot?

how comfortable u r.
how carefree and how good your appetite becomes..
how long or short that meal time extends..
. . .. . . . .

to me.
i feel that being able to share a meal with the person u love means alot.

Imagine when u want to eat something which the person u r dining with doesnt like..
Imagine when u are afraid to eat too fast, too much or too slow or even too 'noisily or messy' while u eat...
Imagine u r afraid of ordering what u really want to have...
just imagine u cant wait for the meal to end..or the food at that buffet was so good that u didn enjoy it.. n is having sum1 else in your mind to have it with the next tym...

i might sound like im talking about food.
oops. soorry abt that.
but im actually talking about being able to connect with this person whole heartedly.

maybe im being silly.
mayb its just personal preferences, table manners, character-wise, personality.... or just habits.

but again.
imagine if u could sit by the tv munching down snacks from the same bowl with him when u have grown a full head of white hair..
or ur wrinkled hands holding each other at midnite ..looking for supper...
or just wwwearing ur fav apron as he waits for u by the dining table...

:)

i would love all that.

would u?

so how much does it tell ..

hmph.

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back @ FAS.
its a weird feeling..
but i enjoy working.....being busy.. feeling so much needed!

going bk is like back to the past kind.
familier yet all messed up.
but its alright.
myboss came by my table today.
(i moved out frm the room.. sad right.)
W: " hi familier stranger..."
C: "Hello.."
W: "SO how's sch..?"
C: "ehmm... Booring?.."
W: " Oh i know u must have missed the exciting wrk here right?!! ...ha..... . . . .. . "
C: (roll eyes) - n he saw! ha.

wrk is stil wrk.
1st day of wrk.. n my calender is Full of events.

like june's fav phrase. The grass on the other side is always greener! - kl was telling me that day. i so agree!.
but ok la.
im stil alil too early to hav any complains.

:)

i wanna enjoy wrk while i can!

meantym..
im exhausted.
actually wrking cn b more tiring then schooling..
but thats besides exams la !!

ha.
or mayb.. i hvnt really slept much after my exams.
YAaaawns..
but im having a really nice chat on mSN!!! how? kill me.

hee.
im in NEEED of a gurlsDAYout ... or sum nice outing..
:(
sum1 pls provide.

i would love to walk dwn the streets of spore
arab st, lil india..boat quay, chinatown... old back lanes.. n just snap pictures..
road signs.. nice scenes... ppl.. flowers..colours... ambience.. anth!!!
i wan my lomo.

gdnite.

posted by Cinds @ 1:25 AM 0 comments

Wooohooooooooo..... ''my thku speech!!"

drummRoollll.

Ehem ppl.
My ExamS are over!!
hoho hoho.

yups.
haha.

ok i know im exagerating alot!
i know exams are everywher..
but u know hor. To cinds' exams are her nightmare!
she havent had any since O levels!!!!
thats like... 4yrs ago?
ha.. so hor pls bare w her ok! haha

anyways..
i really really wanna thank alot of ppl..
last night while i was struggling with my keynesian & taxation!"" hoho i recieved so many love! msgs frm everywher.
(qoute yh's - last paper so many ppl msg! haha. abit like 1st paper.. but super gandong!!)
In the morn when my mind was running thru monetary policy'' in my slep.. i recieved even more msgs..
PPL.. ThkU!
it realy gave me so much warmth n encouragement!
reaLLy..
esp frm June,Kl,Xy.... hehe.
u gers just warms me uP! :P
n.. stan. thks for all the GO! GO! jiayou....
my family for accomodating my Midnite studying. n... 'can lower the vol of the TV???....
ha... n many more others!
oh ya.. n jj. haaaa.... ( u better start fulfilling al the request n promise u made b4 my exams!!!! )
so bad.

ehem b4 i lose my silly mind - mayb i alrdy have!...
i wanna thank my geR..
for being with me thru this tym.. mugging with me..just being near.
:) today after the paper.. we went to vivo city. hah..
i oso dunno n dun care wher im going.. just GO GO GO! ha...

... and off we went.. Vivo city..
i cldnt wait to see wat the exterior has become btw....

The Best part of the place wasnt the shopping.... but the SOaking FEeeet seesion !hahaha

( we just took off our brikies.. n off we went w our silly feet...)
There was this really nice place which they fix up @ the balcony side of the mall...


Ger staring @ the comfy open.. as she let her Feet Dry up!


how lovely is that of a child's simple enjoyment of 'water skipping'
and of course... 'the love stroll''....

:)
i like.

(we wanted to get xt n jj a lil smth...)
we drop by @ cocoa tree.. ther was this chocolate-chef... making strawberries w choc n cornflakes!!... its just so-pretty...

it was a day of simply stuff...
then it was...



dinner.. we went to food republic.
we just ordered n ordered..
ok not just 1 of us la.. xt n jj came..
i love e feeling of ordering food for every1.. n just sitting by the table n share them.... :)
n finally.. i had my Ben & Jerry's!... to end my day...

im totally tired.
but im still blogging!!!

recalling - "...ger!!.. can i just sit by the TV , trim n paint my nails... n..mayb..BURn the notes???...." ahhaa

but now.. im so lazy to fix my nails!!! faint.
sum1 killme.
mayb i shld dance in front of the TV?

Yawns.

mayb all i ned is......
SLEEEP... haaa

Thks to every1 that has given me so much encouragement..
:)
mylove.

*( ohya i forgot to thank my wynn wynn!! for accompannying my thru those nites... allowing me to kep her awake when i stay awake. ahahahhaha.... n for shaking her while i memorise my stuff.. n just disturbing her to DestreSS hah.. u know wad.. wynn.. u R the Best study companion! hhehe )

posted by Cinds @ 12:27 AM 0 comments

DanCINg in escape:

Yes Dancing cindy..

i was dancing in front of the tv while i was having my hr brek from studying watching AMTM".
Its was the 1st commercial n i heard sum upbeat music.. i stoodup n started to dance..
my sis turn herself from the 'rolly-chair', stared @ me..

"oi. siao ah"
'Woohoo..."
-she click on her msn window..jj's-
A - "ur gf is crazy. she is dancing"
J - "hahha. i think she study until crazy alrdy"
A - "maybe"
J - "nvm la. crazy i stil want"
(haa.. ok abit cheezy... but thats how my sis n bf communicates)
-phone ring-
J - ' you ok anot? '
C - 'ok!' dancing lor...
( to be ocntinued )

i was dancing bcus ACCNTS is finally over.
OVER! for gd.
alth i was my most painful exam taken EVer.. -worst then Olvls
u think i did vvvbaddly n mgt hav to retake it.. but. u know wad.. I DUN care. - ok myb i do.. so kepping my fingers cross.!
this paper really made my emotions ran like a spiinning top!

how bad was it?
i actually puke yellowish foam b4 the paper. ok not kidding.
i ran to the toilet once i alight frm my dad's car that morn..
my fingers was shakking thru out the 3hrs 15mins.
first tym in my life i didn do almost 2Qs out of 7.
i wrote my index no. @ the column of Uni no.
i just was shaking thru out..

but u know wad.
i have enuf.
the exam paper i have after 4yrs+.. not a gd start after all.
hmph.
but 'NVM.' its over...


2papers dwn 1 to go.

*********************************************************************
yest after Mktg paper.. i rush dwn to mykid -tuition kid 's place.
rushrush
it the last lesson im having with her.
i actually didn wanna hav anymore lessons this week but her mum insisted.
but stil it was a nice warm 1.
ive never mentioned anth abt this naughttty gerl i teach.
but ive fallen inlove w being her tuition teacher le''...

im so goonnnna miss :
" Gdd afternoon Tuition TEACHer!!" -
thats wad her lil sister wld screm! when i arrives @ the door.
- her lil sister cousin jolene..
that loves to disturb us during tution. but she's a cutey..
( she kept saying.. nxt tym i pri 1 u also be my tution teacher ok? ha.. )
"HuuuuuuHhhhhh"" - thats wad she'll react when i give her wrk to do.
"On reading button!" - thats wad she'l do to my arm when she wants me to share-read her comprehensions..
"Cindy & jocelyn...." - she always replaces our names into her questions! ok i admit i started it! ha
n so many more...

she;s really my darling..

ive been buying her lil lil gifts when she score well for her tests n all..
n for the past few lessons she has been making me lil craft-gifts.
last wk - our supposed last lesson, i bought her a story bk - 1 with her fav. colour for the cover n lil poems n pics between the wordy self..
n she tot it was our last lesson.. in the midst of tuition she kept going to the toilet..
at the end of the session. she handled me with a lil love note folded paper. " teacher this is for u.." she wrote my name n some lil descriptive words i taught her on it.. i melted! :)

its just so swet right.

i recalled the tym she rang me on my hp
she called me jus to tell me she got nominated to be a prefect.
she was so happi.
n after after calling her mum, she called me.. then her god ma.. ! so im no.2? hahhaa.
n when she got her prefect badge she hurriedly show it to me when i came.
n when i left my pencil @ her place.. she placed it nicely wher i will sit w a note
' this is for cindy' ...
so many more.
ok i admit she is super naughty too.
she wld get lazy n all.. n note let me go hm.. not finish the hmwrk i give her..
n sumtyms she'll make me go crazy esp after lectures..
but shes a lil gurl.
n i tnk this girl has fallen in love w me too!!
yest' her aunt told me..
" we would like for you to continue teaching her afew wks b4 term starts. "
(erms. her grades not out yet n they ardy decides to hire me!!! )
Jocelyn darling ..u better get all band 1 or i wnt get to see u again !ha


she dun like to take pictures! ha..
n dun ask me y im not teaching in taking pictures! ha.

posted by Cinds @ 3:20 PM 0 comments