when i mean what i say:

Im nt the only CINDY XXX.. Arnd!

i saw a glimpse of the ad on MCdee...the smth lucky winner thingy..
one of the WInner.. has the almost same name as me!!!
:(

i always knew Cindy is common.. but.. usually nt with. XXX...
:(
I REAllllly tot im the ONLY CF arnd!!.. n i tot..

haha.. ok. end of story


ANyway..
past week,
eventfuL:
painful;
confused;
convinced;
understood;
simplified;
happy again...

hmph
.................
like wad xy n i toked abt..
"... is it me thats different?.. or that i dun belong to this world?...."
i finally HAD to tell myself... convince my butt..that..
its really true that..not every1 thinks n agrees w my thinking..
n im a naive moron..

n aftr all that shit...
(thku xy..for being ther w me..to rant.to 'burn' them to.. cheer me on!)

i swollowed alot of stuff.
its biitter stuff.

anyways..its over

im really taking a step bk
i dun wanna care alrdy, im tired...

anyways... im watching Golden Globe now..n u know... THAT BORAT guy WON!...
n he said.. ".....thku for those that havnt sued me..."
Ahhaha!
ok.. i smiled.
he is so quite n damn cute.
i so misjudge him in Borat..
hmm...yummy
hahha
faint

im been crazy.
thats y i hvnt been blogging..
il be back when i recover!
:P

hugs

posted by Cinds @ 12:42 AM