greed
the flu bug caught me.yes it did.
since thurs.
but today i stayed home, instead of going to wrk w so much stuffs to be done. guilt.
but i tnk. staying home today made me Think. alot.
did the flu bug caught me today.. or ever since my last paper? - mentally.
from the day my last paper ended. till today, wad have i actually done - constructively?
ok, there were few gd stuffs. like baking. but.. frankly. none was the ans.
it made me started to ponder about the episode on the day of my last paper, it made me started to wanna blame. bad start leads to nth?
where's the Wants and Looking-forward me?
i felt i wasted the past days.
i was doing alot of making up. slep,tym,company,etc.
but u know wad, what has past can never be made up!
excuses i realised.
those gone to waste tym was filled with Greed, Grouch.
wad has happened to me.
where's my happi tots abt going to the museum w xy, my sentosa trip w ger, movies @ hm w dol, my cooking date etc.. n my knitting for him.
gone. gone to waste.
im totally disgusted w myself today.
i tnk the flu bug hit me right this tym.
i think i ned to reconstruct my mind, hart n soul.
to all that ive caused much disgust.
i apologise.
-lappie left me in grouch too..
but i heard its fixed temporary.
i miss lappie.
i miss me*.
posted by Cinds @ 6:23 PM
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