when i mean what i say:

slice of now.tots.

influencial. We all are.

i tnk the scariest thing is when u know what u are doing is what u were once being treated by.

i guess its even worst when u know what u are doing is wrong yet u continue so.

well well.

human nature?
karma?
bad influence?

or just a selfish side of urself.?

--

im envious of my senior witch!

i so wanna be put in a situation i have to learn and put to the test!

i tnk im awful!
i like to be forced! hahaha
(ok nt realy forced to do smth but more of..
put into a test for a good course! smth one wld drem abt.. an experience!)

like how went to tp alone n forced to squeez those "creative juices".
like how badly i wanted to go overseas then.
like how i always wanted to go holis at weird places.
like how i want to go for the work&travel.
like how i wanna grad soon n Speakup for Myself.

i tnk i just wanna get out of my shell.
i tnk i know im sum1 who neds to be pushed.
i tnk im too lazy being here.

or do i always drem to be what im not?
or i just wanna prove myself?

hmm.. i guess i'll never know until the day comes.
or that opportunity comes knocking by.

im waiting.

i tnk.. im just a hard nut.

*snr Witch... I really belive ul do WELL!! u will...
u got our potions and u got the ability to!!

trust urself!
i miss u alrdy.

posted by Cinds @ 11:48 PM