self-denial
not many would have known that i will be taking a supplementary paper for a Management Accounting paper that may have caused me to waste 1 semester before graduation.yes, it sounds pretty bad. but in-fact its not.
because some1 reminded me that
"an angel touched me" :P
yep,
i was given a 2nd chance to take a supplementary paper.
although accnts is really not my core nor smth i can "understnd" i know its smth i have to go thru it.
frankly,
it feels really weird now.
the feeling of knowing how much i need to do well tomorrow and the feeling of self denial now is eating me up.
i have reached a level of letting things come by me..
and yes, i am blogging right now.
i have done quite some tutorials, read thru many,
but i have passe the moment of urgency in my studies.
no, i have not given up. not.
but its just tiring that some things don't get through me well.
i am not bright, neither hardworking,
i really think i am blessed.
i hate to complain for the dumbest reason.
because i have gone thus far.
i do feel really apologetic right now and if tmr doesnt go well,
i have no one to blame but myself.
but i really feel like a child now and i wan a big hug from some one.
i think i really am crazy.
: this may be the ugliest entry of the year!
i just wanna get over accounts. just.
can i sing the christmas song about "all i want for christmas.."?
posted by Cinds @ 11:03 PM
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