when i mean what i say:: hanging on for the good and blessings from him

Thursday, December 04, 2008

i am at work but feeling so grouchy!

my throat hurts so much.

u know how much i hate sore throats.

today was like a rollar coaster!

frankly the past few weeeks.. month. has been..

but yep,

i really see God's Plan for me now.

I'm hanging on!

i'm thankful with what i was told,

thou fear sets in slowly.

its like things just come n go.. bit by bit..

and i'm like waiting for things to cool it.. and leave bit by bit too..

yest i saw a fren broke down over the tiredness of her life.

i would say its alot of things small.. and some bulky big old stuff. (in my perspective).. but i do feel for her.

n my heart hurt for her..

she is really alil gurl who wants a simpler happier life that moment.

but i do see many open doors for her but i also know its a growing stage now.. i do look forward for the day she realise and learn :)

i guess every1 will have their break dwn moments..

i guess every1 has their ways of relieving their tiredness..

but i'm afraid i've gone alil immune.

so immune i have learnt to shelf emotions, bundle them, hide them...

i think its sounds weird. but its really so.

my entry is going no where..

its like what my mind is going now..

* but on the side-note, i had a wonderful wonderful tym with my frens yesterday..

:) they really make me happy.. really..

and i felt that our friendship grew so much overnight.

I really gotta Hangon :)