when i mean what i say:

when I was surrounded by those on their way to the "normal" or I should say ideal/standard stages of life, I felt happy fr them but had that lil Gap that reminded me of my "difference".

then, I met the somewhat "not normal" paced few at an older life stage/age. mostly, quite well achieved in their careers, have plans to move to another country, gg back to school, owning a house etc... I feel a Gap as well.. and yep, my "difference"..

I can't seems to find my space" or my "norm"..
so am I the Abnormal one?

the exploring-growing-up-phase is getting tricky.. and unfamiliar!