when i mean what i say:

I know I may feel or shld feel otherwise in this more then complex world.
but I choose to remain still and choose to be happy.
in fact I had big smiles and had fuzzy warmth.

I hope to remember this weekend.
it felt familiar and unexpected. it's been awhile since it got cramped in a fuzzy way. (my way).

oh well. I ought to remember ya.
ofcourse the 3 steam eggs I cooked for Ange that did exactly passed as well.


bittersweetness it is! gulp!