when i mean what i say:: chong-hei naggy entry.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

some things in life;

we can never have a firm grip on.

we can never be sure of.

we can never learn enough of.

we can never be clear about.

we can never know enough.

sometimes even when we think we do.

i guess it is ok when in due time we learn and get the most of it the good way.

but when we doesn't. all we could do and feel is, hear the big gulp of ourselves swallowing it down our throat.

i still am being hopeful.

which i wished i could be doing more.

but i guess i am gd.

i get/see/hear/know of it.

i think i am ok.

but i cant help but wanna curse and swear and secretly wanna cry out in anger.

because i think it will and has been something part of me.

but ironically i know and feel nothing big over the subject anymore.

but i guess it is the nitty gritty as always.

my dearest frens claim that they have bored lives.

thus we kept finding stuff to fill it up.

but i secretly hope that no1 gets sick n tired ourselves soon! :P

uncle and his worrying view ahead.

but i dunno why i feel that there is a lot ahead for him.

so much that he will be more then surprise for.

so much that he will one day tell me how happy and grateful he is to god :)

we all know he is capable of more..

my dearest someone and her decision to giveup on a hope.

myfear of wanting to give her another reason to reconsider.

if there is more then a way for it.

does god already have it all planned?

what is meant to be?

is there even such?

;what a naggy post.