when i mean what i say:: 0

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

feeling less

emotion less

warmth less

less of all the world's movement.

i wonder if i am running away from the real world.

maybe i am sick n tired.

but frankly,

i am not sure over what.

maybe everything.

i am like floaty, shunning away from almost everything,

thoughts, emotions, feelings, wants, needs ..

am i?

or am i thinking too much.

i think i am selfish.

i think i need to be slapped.

i think i am blabbering nonsense.

i think i am starting to detest myself.

whatever.