Thursday, September 03, 2009

a thursday.

adrenaline rush~

don't laugh.
i had that for driving out to the road for the first time today.
the experience is pretty... feet&palms sweating i'd say!!

met my instructor at the usual carpark..
and was waiting for him to drive me somewhere or smth..
n he just sat at the passenger's seat .." ok, hop on and lets go.."
you should see the surprised and worry look i had.
but there i went..

;car'died' 3tyms @ traffic light seeing 2 huge lorries behind me! ahhahaa..
went to a s-course and i guess that was the funniest part when instructor was arguing w someone on the phone and left me alone.. almost made an embarrassing act but the opp car instructor just waved making me feel paise.
well, it was an exciting 1.5hrs i'd say!
i wonder why i dread it all nite! :P

it has been awhile since i am in a short span of time and it felt kinda longer yet so filled!!!
feels like you did alot more~

*
my life is getting the;
busy not, busy yes, lazy yes, unlazy not.
messy, messy not, filled, filled not.
the grass is always greener on the other side huh!

we often reaches different points of our mood/ thoughts moments where we wonder why are we here? what could be better? why must we live the life like that? etc.
the question the has no comforting answers..
the questions that irritates your own soul.

well, it is easier said then done to stop questioning ourselves.
but we just have to keep looking ahead.
and hope that the lil perks in life can cover up the other bumpy moods we have.
right?

*

my life today.

is;
not horrible.
not terrible.
not painful.
not v.bitter.

just mild.
just stoney.
just drifty.
just bloaty.
and lil ache-y.

thus,
i shall not look back n go sour or bitter over anything.

*
someone told me God is Good to him Yesterday,
i think it is one of the warmest thing that makes u smile.

it reminds you that god is always good to us.
yea.

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