when i mean what i say:

"...homes are for free expressions, not good impression"

a yr odd from my previous post. amazing how tym flies...
but i had to cum back ya, wanted to do this on exactly that 1 yr. but i couldnt recall my password. ironic.

:)

my weekend was a blast. n ive got so much to share.. im so Filled in all swell up!! :)
i'm going backwards ya..
"...homes are for free expressions, not good impression" - taken from the movies, Urs,Mine,Ours
So lurve it.
we sat by the sofa all tired,hungry,dirty,n just smiley.

we decided we should watch the show we got last minute for yest's stayover movie which we din catch but slept!! ha. n we did.

Dad on the stool,me n sue on e left sofa lying against each other. angie on her back with grace on the right sofa n mum... washing the clothes..n ofcus wynn wynn lazying near us.
We laughed ,smiled, sum teared, screm n ask qs...got interupted n finished the whole movie. it was great. :)
Now mum n dad's snoring w the TV on, sue sleeping e the radio on, angie fell asleep @ the sofa w wynn while waiting for her turn to shower and w her com on! grace left to meet her hubby.

y the fullfillment?

We went as a family to JB. just for a short trip. but despite all the trouble.
mum,angie,sue n me went up 1st on fri. b4 that mum n dad just pick up their new passports...there was a que bt we were so determined to wait...sue fell while we were @ the place...then dad had to return to work ...but in the end Kevin drove us in to check in @ Compact Hotel. We booked a Exec Suite ROOM!!! woohoo. then sue return for a meeting midway leaving me, mum n angie...but later the nite, Mike drove dad,sue n grace in to join us for dinner! yippee... WE shop till we dropped, took taxi to other malls, bought so much rubbish. but we did it all together!

Mike,dad,sue,grace n me then went to the nite market to pack food!
We bought BBq stingray,fried oyster,fried kway tiao,chilly veg,satay,soya bean,chin chow, or did i mentioned we alrdy got a 9pc kfc buket back @ e hotel?? n we had sum add ons of soup tulang & mee maggie while waiting for the satay!! i drank a COconut! We then tried grabing a cheap dvd on our way bk for our nite movie, Urs,mine Ours!
Went back filled up the tables w food n We dug in!!!!! yummy! hahha.. it was crazy.. but so FUN.
the suite had a living room,bed room n dining area. we all yep,eat&screm n watch Tv all the way... it was alrdy midnite by then! ha.. i even got to parade the new clothes i got b4 slep tym!
then mike left w dad's car bk to spore. Dad,mum,angie n i brokeup the king size bed n made it into a huge mattress which the 5of us gers slept n dad slept on the sofa! haha... amazing..

Nxt morn, mum n dad went for the brekfast provided w me sleeping n the rest taking turns to bathe n get ready. grace n sue even went to pack roti prata 4 us..i slept all e way til brekfast was back! ate n pack up! then we all headed to City Plaza again. sue n grace had to buy sum stuff while i wanted my pedicure - which i didn. in the end we just acc each other to buy stuff n snaked all the way... @ 1pm we headed bk to check out n headed hm! :D
- e thing is, i love the way we all pickup shoes for grace to try when she needed a pair, we all chose for ue when she had to get a prez, we all took out 10bucks for dad's ginseng chicken when he was bored, we boought junk for frens n ppl arnd us, every1 pocket $ when i saw smth i tot jj would like, mum cleared up the shelf of peanut candy for our frens and we all just did wad we want despite the tigt-neess in our pockets! did i meantion they all walked me to e pedicure place ? they so not encourage but they so bring me there..n so give me $... hahah... coz i spent mine completely! ha. thats the most amazing feeling u know! i love my family. realy so much so much.
love the chin-a-ness, the poor-i-part, the nois-ey-ness, the carefree-ness n the tightNess!!!
thats LIFE. thats a FREE EXPRESSION way of life! i say!

yup. love is filled in me now.



last fri was stan's bday bbq.
its was a silly carefree one. not so party-y but it was ok. really
it was one that we all just tried to put ourselves back to the past. so hard. but we tried. so to me...it was very good le.
i loved the nite drove. the exploration ride. so so us! all that covered my lil anger w the ugliness of boy-dirt - dun ask me wad is that! haahha its my meterphor!!!!haha

midway he called. it was a call i waited for so long. but the feeling was great
i missed him. but i was enjoying.
but i hoped he know wads that. i enjoyed for that n i still miss him for that. its 2 differet things.
i really do hope.

like as im writing im thinking of many things n thinking of him.. to me thats me.
i'll always have that space for love while my hart holds every other thing too...
- is it right?
i hope i am.. but its just me.

im writing so much n babbling like crazy.. bcoz im so so filled w feelings! ha

i just so love my heart now... im so so CRAZY! aaaaahhhh....


life is just like this.
u live, u learn, u experience, u feel...n in e end u have to smile.
hor?
ha

im gonna end bcoz ive babble to much.. but i had to do this coz im afraid i will forget this so happi moment..
im off to pen my missses to him.

if u ever get to read this. i hope u smile n hear urself smiling.. n not ur hart asking.


i love me.

posted by Cinds @ 5:27 PM