since forever.
it has been.. really long.. since i wrote.life's pretty hectic.
i missed those simple and happy days.. those non complex times.
i guess when frenship just started... it seems flawless n less complicated. dun u tnk?
u just earns for an extra day to know them better..
simple yet happi thoughts that lives by that moment.
i wanted to write today bcus i wanted to remember today.
its valentine's day.
this yr. it felt nt even abit lonely..
even if i'd stay hm.. i guess i wnt b upset.
i did went out.. n reached hm with a bouquet of rocher. ( im nt showing off! hah)
but im nt totally happi abt it.. realy.
my feelings now its really weird.
if u asked me... Is the glass half full or half empty?
i'll answer u.." its non of my business".... "but... i'll hope its half full"
reason being i knew the meaning behind the qs.. it makes my answer the way i want it..
THATS how i feel..
i know whats happening around me...
i knew things would turn out this way..
i could imagine it...
i felt it...
i could c things changing ...
and yet i din bother to stop it..
change it..
or even do anth...
i just sat arnd n allowed it...
i tnk im gettting really out of hand.
i tot that by just sitting arnd could let things turn for the better...
i shld stop dreaming.. n live right.
i hate myself abt this..
but i know this can only b helping me continue to b a happi me.
there are often two sides of everything..
when u thought u knew ...
dun assume.
( smth i wrote aum tym ago..)
I wnt say u dun understand me.. but il say i dun wan u to understand me.
i feel that.. i myself dun even recognise myself. whers me? how old am i? wad does my future holdS?
it has been a long day.
today's a brand new chapter bcus of u.
i'll realy thnk abt it..
i tnk u know wad i felt then.. but dun assume...
u dun know me... bcus i dun tnk i know myself that well too.
Love is just too complex.. too great.. too pain.. and too human..
hah.. its weird huh..
valentines day.. wad a Day.REally.. WHat A dAY!.
to my dearies... i miss u all..
sorry i din get to meetup w u all..
school's reallly a mess up.. w my final 3 weeks.. n nth much finish...
ahhha.. im just keeping my fingers cross.
love uall.. n pls keep me inform w ur lives
..we'll meetup soon.
mylove,
cinds'
posted by Cinds @ 1:14 AM
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