its pretty nutty inside.
TOday's a gd-ok-nt bad day.after days of uncertainty , lazy thoughts, fear n cowardy tyms..
i hear sum gd news.
yes im stil very uncertain but at least thers gd news.
i tnk ive a sure-interview with the councilor. bcus she's my sis's fren. thkGOd i have sisters! hah
having all these unhappi tyms really makes me run away more.
i love my family, i really do ... but there r just tyms u hope things can change.
i love them... but u know it hurts to keep it this way.
u wanna do well... but yet i know u r nt n might fail...
u know wad. all u ned is to SWEAr.... forgive me.. F******* this life n this new year for now.
okok...
im done with this.. n im gd n happi again.
^_*
i feel that sumtyms when a crisis comes.. u can just wait ... bcus it mgt just turn for the gd.
my mood today has changed so rapidly since 9am.
was scared, dissappointed,worried,angry,happy,pissed,glad,tired...all at the same tym.
sound cool huh. but apparently not. its awful.. but hmmm... in a way.. i felt like ive lived a week in a day. so i shld b ok la.
i thnk im crazy.
im quite unhappi but yet im still happi in a way. y ah.
mayb bcus i know that by feel worst when tyms r bad wont make things turn for the better....
yup.
thats y.. i love wynn.. haha.. ( of out of point but , do u tnk i care)
i tnk if i cld.. il quit sch,get maried,get another dog... or go get a job as sum animal shelter thingy..or e ZOO.. or just stay hm n babysit pets if thers such service! i tnk i can start one... nowadays pet owners r too busy w their lives.. their pets ned babysitting.! haha
oh ya .. y get married.. coz incase it doesnt work out.. il have him to support me.. hah.. both financially n mentally... n i bet my parents will definately nt support me unless i get married! haha... wadmore. marriage is a gd tng rite? haha... im really insane.
-Wynn greets me by the door w the warmest welcome...
-she cant wait to slep on my lap even though i smell like ****.
-when my sis starts to bully her.. disturbing her slep by singing 'teddy bear run round e garden'...she just sign' n look at me. hahaha.....n falls aslepp again..
-she waits for me by the toilet door when i bathe...( i tnk she know i cnt swim!)
-cries for me to wakeup if im nt up by nn...( i tnk she scared i overslept..! or she's hungry!)
-forces her way thru my door...stands by my bed..sniff sniff.. n runs off...
-she snatched my com. chair... i sat on her a couple of tyms.. but yet she stil does it! ( she makes me feel light!)
-she brings me her disgusting food she kept in her mouth... wanting for me to play sum silly guess which hand has the food game... or hoping ill snatch her food... or mayb she just wanna share...
-waits for me at the door when i dump her dirty toilet tray..
-jumps on my lap whenever i sits down
-forgives me when i missed her walking mornings.. n bathing treats.
u know wad the list goes on..
......i just think that everyone shld get a pet!
the animal make u wanna b a better person! a better lover... a better mother... a better HUMAN.
i read gurmit's bio abt his pet dog MAJOR'... a shetler.
melts my hart.
he mentioned abt having smth warmth n furry by his feet in the morning....
n his ex pet Maltese that passed away... having a white wig everymorn he wakes up...
my god thats swet.
my lecturer Tommy tells me his pet Maltese would sit by his wife's shoulders in the car like a cushion.. or climbs up his head like a wool hat!.... haha
haiz!... my a damn animal freak huh..
Gurmit oso mentioned if he cld chose to do anth he want.. he'll take over the Zoo..Man i hope he would hire me! hahah
ok enuff of my preaching abt animals..
yes its just me.. im really v.over them.
u know y..
bcos they r such beautiful creatures... n great mates.. great lovers, companions,children...
n i'll bet my last dollar that ur dog will b there for u more then anyone!
okok..im getting v v v v way out here..
i think im crazy alrdy.
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mylove
cinds'
posted by Cinds @ 1:26 AM
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