i ran away again.
escaped presentation... i knew i wasnt ready.but duno i shld b hapi or not.. i heard it was pretty bad.. w alot of us nt turning up.. others were screwWed.
keeping my fingers cross for thurS.
today's thoughts:
She said..." in the past..it used to be me that has these "topsy-turvy" mood changes... but now it seems like u thats having them..."
i makes me wonder.. it makes me think alot.. n i realise that its really true..
MY GOd. i feel like my life seems to be going backwards.
( like the Merc. ad abt life should start when u r old..)
i seems to b matured when i was younger.. n now i seems very much childishly immature when dealing w things.
i cry more then when i was a kid..
frankly. when i was young i hardly cry.
i was a 'matured' kid! :P
its sounding pretty scary. ha.
anyway.. life's changing faster then i could feel it.. or realise it. weird n scary.
i feel that many others r changing for e gd...or i shld say maturing?
but me.
( gurl, today's conversation. all i said was "chAn Le" - in chi.
because.. i duno how to react.. but when i said that.. i was smiling. really.
i feel that this point of my life was made happier bcus of U... b it ur 'love side of life' or ur frens, ur attitude.. ur maturity.. it seems like u have made me a better person... )
Yumi... thks for always encouraging me.
frankly i feels weird to know that sum1's reading ur life!!
posted by Cinds @ 6:06 PM
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