Saturday, December 11, 2004

yest long hrs of under-the sun working was really bad.

complains n complains i had frm all..
im inbetwweeen . n im sick of being that.

its like one complains about him/her.. n i have to help pass the msg in the most 'nice' way..
i felt like a hypocrite

but they r my frens.. n above me r my fren/employer.

i tnk ive been facing this since duno when..
i hate it i really do..
this is not the first tym it made me wanna break into tears.
but i remembered the last tym i told myself i shld nver let it affect me.. i can just quit.
i hate it i really do.

y cnt ppl b more understanding? y cant they just look at things n use their initiative, think b4 they do things n think b4 they say things..or complain!.. y must they keep trying to pretend.
n make use of me.
they never thank me.
they just felt that its my Job.
But sorry its noT.

i feel like swearinG.
i hate this job.
n guess wad.
tmr il b working for 14 hrs.
i wonder y must i get myself so tired n so upset.

.. i feel like shit again..


cnt wait for weds.. thks gers. thks for always caring for me..
dun worry abt my blog.
i love to complain too.

mylove

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