a tym when everyone starts to stop n tink abt life.
i guess ive been watching CNA more then b4.tears have never flowed this rapidly in continious days,weeks.
n never get so touched n proud of our fellow singaporeans, my country. Small yet mighty n never less helpful. n greatful
early morning i heard them packing stuff. was too tired to wake up. came hm real late...
when i c the clock strike 1pm.. i started counting the hrs i slepT.. haha.. i tnk.. its enuf.. then i draged my body out to chck out last nite's concert on Azio.. hoping to c f4.
i realised my parents n sis were packing our blankets, bedsheets n some clothings to bring to e cc. my god i felt guilty.
made our way there with a box o blankets, bags of sheets n clothes.. carried our way in.. the cc staff was so nt polite they din even say much to us.. just asked us to carry it inside. so smile to thks no nth. i dun mean to ask her to thank us. or anth but i felt that the spirit n gratitude shld b there. i felt her unfriendliness.. but i said nth until daddy spoke up in e car. its true that as customer service ppl, or cc staf.. or even representing such events.. u shld carry sum courtesy.
* okok. i shall stop these complains n nags. i tnk it runs in family.!
i guess this disaster has made all of us think n ponder, cherish n b greatful towards life. we all start to realise n feel death closer again. its not like SArs. its a natural disaster n its so near. we blame no1 for it.. bcus we cant. i personally believe in ICE AGE. (if u watch The Day After Tmr - http://www.thedayaftertomorrow.com/) the website really explains n elaborates wad we humans have done to earth. e damage. the truth abt this show n wad mgt we becum. n i believe.
scary.
-scientist dug out mamooths n found greens in their stomach, it proved that in their tym b4 humans, there were plants, greenery n life.. n they went thru Ice Age.. n then it was our tym.
i was so encouraged when i saw ppl spreading love on tv all day. the memorial, the charity programme, the news, the volunteers... but i was deeply touched n upset when i saw them. the truth abt life n death.
remmbrs sum things/phrases they said...
'when u help a child u r nt only giving him or her that smile n hope, but u r oso helping n giving hope n love to the crying mother n helpless family of theirs.'
'its ok, we r safe becus everyones here'
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i remmbred the HK charity drive when jacky chan's son showed us the mountians of coffins....
the many bodys that were thrown into the duged soil.
the angry indonesian soldier abt the messy arragements...
children smiling, others crying.
sum countries having less help.
i mean even un such, i c the difference in treatment . its so humane, n so not.. they say its politics... i say its selfish.
humans. so true.
i dun wish to imagine in 3 mnths tym this love will fade. i hope not.
we dun need crisis to bring out the love out there right.?
but still n proud of spore.
nt so proud of myself yet.
sum1 asked .... 'if given a chance, would u go n help on the sites?"
i ans an immediate yes.
im nt to b proud of that ans.
m i frank enuff?
she told me others askd what could thay help n sum chose nt to bcus they knew they'l of no help.
i chose yes. bcus i felt it will b a great experience n they will nvr not need an extra hand. but think again. how frank?
dun ask fro n experience.
dun ask for a bold n strong side.
but if its a real apportunity for me.
i would really love to say yes.
maybe we could go help built homes? paint houses? dress the kids, clean homes, cook, share love,deliver food. i duno.
my hectic sch week will start.
life goes on.. b greatful
'when life give u a lemon, make a lemonade out of it!' i love this phrase.
( u know wad, every tyme i read back wad i wrote, i sumtimes wanna erase it.. cos it seems dumb n immature. hmmm. my god im young! i would think. we all have many sides.)
posted by Cinds @ 1:36 AM
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