nth impt.
Was so nervous all morning...din sleep last nite...
did stuff till 2am.. slept till4 plus.. wake up and continue...7plus slept again.. woke up @9plus....
(u r sleeping yet ur mind is thinking.....)
took a cab againn.
The taxi driver speeeeeeeed his way.. n i think he thinks im sick.. felt so worried for me.. n when its was i think17 smth.. he only asked for 17. hahah... first tym my taxi fair this cheap! i mean.. its tampines..
i tink my facial expression made him pity me...
i was then nervous. worried n reluctant.
1105, decided to just dash in!
n i did. with Taz.
Angela asked us to join the consultation then... we went to sit at the far end.. she shouted with me behind her..."CIndy, u okie alrdy anot?" better??".. i replied.." no... stil nt good.."
"..poorthing." i was like.. cindy! stop asking for pity alrdy! ahhaha.
As a lecturer.. she can b as mean as a er......i duno la..mean.. but she can also b some angel.. n yes yest was my lucky day!.
in e end i din present.. just share my ideas.. w taz n issac arnd...
guess wad. it was rather positive! with me trying hard to fake my way thru those research.. she told me..:"ITs not enuff!" but i knew... n she helped me go thru sum tinking process... n made progress to my proj. she ended with.." Cindy... wads ur passion?" i stared blankly at her.. wantd to say.. "the zoo?" hahha.. but i know she'll scream.. then i said." more to advertising. i guess... " Taz added..." she is more on e print side.. advertise, sell brand....." then she said... "try to do smth that'lll showcase ur passion... it will b ur portfolio remmbr... but again.. ' i c that u r the more vocal kind.. like those that touches harts n speaks up..more on e emotional aspect in life!'".....blah blah... "cindy u have some gd stuff ther... work on it.."
I FLoated to the cillling.
went for lunch n wanted to find alfie for sum attendence..
at 1pm.. found out there will b presentation @ tv studio..
F*** i wanted to swear.. i din knw lor. n after consultation.. everything has change.
but i just went! i din have a choice.
3rd to present...
after DArius' really bad arguement w the two- lecturers u'll wanna just throw stones @.. the air in e studio became tense. they told DArius." If u still don't get us.. i tink ur 2half yrs here has been wasted.."! Damn... n darius replied.." i think u r right abt e 2half yrs.. smth U all shld think abt!!!!" it was WAR.
but i went up there.. crapp my way.. n tried to look innocent.. n prepared! hahah...
guesss wad. i got a two head nod frm both! :P i off i went..!
"firstly... i wanna thk my mother, father... sisters..blahblah! haha.. not forgetting........
Me Kek for ur great help... ur article..ur inspirations..haha Kl,gin,hl n june for just allowing me to share, yumi for always willlingly share those late nites worrying for me, ur msgs..... yh.. for always assuring me..n stan for keeping e positive attitude.
hahah...as if its e final one alrdy! hahaha// its not la..bt im glad it started off well.
thks to all!
343am. im stil awake,
i know im crazy. i just woke up! ha
after e long talks. w e gurls.. many things went thru my mind..
but ive realise we r alrdy mature adults that issues n opinions gets too sensitive.
its scary bt true.
i dun reallly wanna comment on anth here.
BLog is never safe!
but im glad we all had a piece..
i had fun. thks to them. i said my piece n i felt gd after.
xy, our clinic nt bad! haha
* to them that reads...
Stop spinning things off my blog n starts spilling it to me ur way...
i dun expect u to go arnd telling me..
or relfect stuff to me..
in any manner...
i duno how to put it..
but it has made me angry.
(read n just pretend u din. i dun wanna know!)
blogging will never b the same.
i'm not refering abt u gurls...
mylove.
posted by Cinds @ 3:24 AM
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