when i mean what i say:: aisle.

Monday, September 21, 2009

the aisle.

was at a wedding this afternoon.

thou there weren't any hair standing or tearing love story,

none really emotional songs..

but the kind of mood and expression i had towards it was nice.

the bride says she loves her groom for being a Goofball~

i'm a fren of the groom btw, and yes it totally describes him.

and the wedding lunch was like that.

they played, I Wanna to hold Your Hand (beatles) this kind of song @ the march in..

but i think it was lovely still.

i met many many familiar faces today.

so many it felt like some work dinner just that everyone get to sit down.

and i suddenly feel grown up.

i'd say the kind of feeling was ..

midway.

just like how i am now.

how i feel everyday.

how i think each time.

how i face myself each morning.

i fear to look deep.

i fear to think hard.

i fear to consider more.

i fear to face the facts.

i wonder what in life is really the bigger area?

the important element?

the must haves?

the Core of life..

i remind myself i am very very very fortunate each day.

and i warn myself to complain or have negative thoughts.

i think i am a moron.

i wanted to write about the Aisle of Happiness..

but i wrote about my rants.

Commitment.

the joy&life revolving around it was the words that gave me goose-bumps @ the wedding.

Commitment..

in life, in love, in everything.

frankly.

i wished there is a teddybear that could abduct me away. now.