when i mean what i say:: some morning.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

i haven't had such a fast heart beating rate in a long time.

i was talking about the way i woke up in shock this morning..

(i had a nightmare i cant exactly remember)

i even checked if my sister was around,

next to my bed, like i am still alive etc.

it was crazy.

lying on my bed that early under the sheets .. shivering i was..

i was so so so lazy to reach out to adjust the temperature of the air-condition..

i just lay there for god knows how long..

and thoughts came by.

i wouldn't denie ..

(pic from flicker this lady's album.. great pictures there..

and she wrote; that is mama and papa, when children's at grandma's)

but i thought;

good morning and i hate for u to leave :)

i actually am dreaming of pretty mornings like these..

but well.

...

a picture my sister took of me n my baby on her hp...

i tnk it was that sunday evening i returned home from swimming..

my baby was sick then.. thus wearing her lil red shirt...

and there she was.. snuggling by me..

like now.. on my lap.. all curled up..

warmth warmth.

hugs hugs.