when i mean what i say:: regret.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

i really regret doing what i did. today.

i always say i ask myself to not regret what i do.

but today i followed my heart, which i thought often don't lie.

but i regret. regret doing so.

i don't wish to keep lying to myself.

but i can't help it.

i am to lie.

to lie that i did not love u wrong.

hmph.

i ask for no tmr.

but just ask for sweet memories.

a big part of me is thankful that i have few that really is here for me to hang on for.

and have the smiles that i seek each day.

my jie-fu is really a swetheart. he seems to know me. he is annoyingly-swet.

read this somewhere -

Contemplation;

if today is perfect, then what is tomorrow for?

yup.

i seek for better perfection ahead :)