〈不，完美〉
" 愛人的那一個，往往在不完美中給完美； 被愛的那一個，卻總是在完美中找不完美。
你常常說 我很完美 沒人能取代 我給的一切 我就以為 我努力更完美 我們就會永遠 * 完美並不美 我們多虛偽 你讓我的好 變成一種罪 完美並不美 當你愛了誰 我的完美也只是 不完美... "
Learnt this song at yh's blog.
i think its beautifully written.
完美. 不完美..
i really have been having so much thoughts about perfection these days..
why?
why is perfection so important?
finding mr perfect, being ms perfect, being the perfect daughter, being the perfect friend, being the perfect student (ok mayb nt this), being the perfect sister, the perfect mummy...
so many perfections. its so tiring.
my self reflections aren't actually that strict, i can be really lenient and laid back.
but deep down i struggle with perfection.
lately i have been really disappointed and irritated with myself.
it may sound silly, but i felt that i am such an irritating brat these days.
no longer decisive, no longer firm, no longer the 'good old cindy" (like that the girls wrote on my bday cake last yr)
there are times when i 'see' myself n thought "wth, why am i doing that?" etc..
i can't wait to get out of that skin..
before i start to hate myself.. or others starts to hate me.
back to;
perfection.
the perfect life, the perfect relationship, the perfect breakup.
i think it is hilarious.
because..
there is no perfection in the world.
you see, i am tad irritating.
i know it..
yet i struggle over them.
slap me pls, thank you.
but i still want to believe that i have that beautiful imperfection of my own perfection~
(sounds complicated! - my previous post)
my entry is that imperfect as well.
HAHA
posted by Cinds @ 2:33 PM
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