day of thought
morning was... "..happy sha la la la.. "then it was ... " angry sha la la la.."
then it became.."...*sob*sob* sha la la la.."
i started my dreming session once i emptied that 15% of my bowels since duno when..
to celebrate, i pratically could imagine me meeting yh for Mcdeebreakfast before sch... him picking me up after sch.. heading to alami for prata and nite walks... meeting the guys @ holland v for a drink... taking a bus ride dwn for sum evening shopping... a trip down clementi just for bubble tea, dwn hollandv for icecrem n magazine indulge... i dremt.. so much.. n i smiled.
then it was yh telling me abt her 'youtiao' supper she'v been wanting...
n our movie tmr nite... i was like.. how nice if i could drive.
i can drive jj hm.. so that he dun have to chauffer every1, worry abt using e car,rush like crazy...
i could like send dad hm, go movie...let him drive...drop him..send xt hm..n yh... yh will b most willing to be my car-ride partner! right geR? :P that'll be so so so nice.. i will get my licence!!!! i will.
then as i dream.. my tummy rumbles.. its like. i have to empty 30% more.. but i cnt.
then there was sum irritation @ wrk.. but nvm!
but then came xy n dl...teasing me abt.. "only jj can cause u to have zero output" dnt be mistaken..its not bowels we are toking here! ha.. its smth else!
YES he did.. i sat by the indoor playground for children for almost 2hrs staring @ kids, mum n dad running by me...1hr walking round the bookstores for ideas, 1hr @ daiso,n 1.5hrs @ the shop... n stil zero output! yes not forgetting the multiple calls for help. i really m lost. xy u r right.. i thnk too hard...
anyways.. my day was alright..
finishup sum stuff n all... browsing thru yl 2005 album for pics for wrk.. was pressing the arrow tab..press press..daze daze..untill
i saw smth.
made my hart froze. smiled. n teared.
-250306 yishun stadium.
its now on my ofice desktop.
memories.pain.guilt and tears of friendship..
a picture tells a thousand words ya.. this picture spells my hartfelt misses , mistakes, choices,hopes,joy,pain and love for them.
i jus wanna look @ it.. everyday.
posted by Cinds @ 7:10 PM
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