when i mean what i say:

" one who admits its mistake and does it again..." " is like not admiting its mistake at all"

its so painful.
girl u r so strong n im in awe..

when u knw sum1 very well and u love him so..
wad happens when he decides to have a change?

u respect him?
u let him has his way?
u keep ur pain?
u tell him his selfish ways?
u u get angry?
u feel upset?

u realised that, there is no forever.
u realised that, its either me or u.

but i want to tell u.
U gave ur 110%.. its was a beautiful one.
he may b that jerk.
But he'll remember that u r that angel.
we all will, bcoz u r.
n u r such that he didn know how to keep.

i always tell myself.
even if it doesn't workout, i wan his next gf to be the most fortunate.
because i have made him a better lover.

But sumtyms..
wad if he bcums.. ?
does it make me a better person?
wad does it bring?
wads e point?
who looses out?
who gains?
WHo e F**k made this game??
or if its not a game.
There is no forever..

u r sumone more worthy , n u know him too well.
its hard, n it will become harder
but babe.. u know ur hart never did lie n u did it well.
this is the 1st tym i duno how to console such..
bcoz u r always e stronger 1.
i hoped i could swear @ him. but i know thats not wad u want..
but i only can say..
u loved well.
n u r stil my role model.

il be nearby.



mylove

posted by Cinds @ 11:56 AM