midwk mood
it felt horrible when i hear the 'truth' from him.the pain the agony.
n i felt horrible.
u dote on me cousie n u spoke of the real world.
n u know wad, it pierced thru me.
will i thank u or will i not?
went on the car n almost felt like crying... but i had to hold it.
n had to fight w dad.
then awaits for comfort call.. i ended up grouching @ my buddy.
im sorri babe
my mood was topsy turvy yest.
happi , annoyed, grouchy, angry.
pms?
anyway. i went home. burried myself.
we chit chat and i couldnt share my pain.
it was too sensitive an issue ... i didnt wan to create any hate
but. he did make me smile again. but just for moments.
but thank u. thanku for tolerating my grouch all week...
i ended up watching I NOT STUPID 2 vcd,
It was gd! it made me luff n cry.
cry away my grouch... n i cried to sleep.
i woke up in the morn... feeling gd :)
i gues its just another day..
i went to read the gurls' blog..
xy n Kl went to the zoo!!! :)
how nice.
i'll be going there too.. with my mel n aunts!
when was the last tym i visited ?
it was our last planned date.
i guess im so easily bored..
thats y im hinting every other day.. im awaiting for more outings! hah.
no more routinal days.
im such a chore!
see.. i wrote from sad to anger to being happi again.
its just so contradicting.
but i guess ive learnt to take things bit by bit n let things go bit by bit.
* life awaits no1.
my greatest joy has been my greatest pain.
weird it may seems. but it is.

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