when i mean what i say:

Thursday, July 09, 2009

sometimes;

i really dislike myself.

for being such a bitch.

for finding excuses for myself.

for my actions.

for my moves.

and just for being my blardy self.

i know i can't please the world.

but i just realised.

maybe i am not pleasing the world,

i am just pleasing myself.

but i failed.

today,

saw a tiny book called love.

and stood there considering to buy it.

until i woke up n realised i shouldn't.

i once bought a love book.

and gave it away.

i want to buy it back.

for myself.