when i mean what i say:

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

i am starting to understand this game.

it plays with your heart, then mind, then soul.

but you eventually try to control it.

so much that your instant thoughts and feelings can be overcome-d.

i recalled the old heart aches when i was on my way to the doc.

frankly i vividly remembers how i did it, myself.

no worries it wasn't serious and i did not faint.

haha.

but i know i slept and slept and tried to move less.

cus my body ached.

the doc was 45 mins late ( i recalled the nurses say )

and i saw ppl leaving..

but i sat there..

and i slept.

i really did.

as much as i wanted a shoulder then the wall,

i think i did pretty well.

now i am like a piece of stone.

but one with so much on my mind.

i guess we all learn and grow up.

we all start to appreciate and develop emotions and feelings.

and we also achieve and overcome.

this post is like my mind now.

bits and pieces.

haha.

not sure if it is the medication or just me.

but..

i am sure i am more then loved.

and i am ready to love in return.

ms kek; is this the song u asked me to listen?

nerve-wracking 13hrs till then.